nostalgic

[apclife]

People's eyes say I'm no damn good
shut down and left lonely
only with the maybe we could
I stay inside cause I'm misunderstood
I can't get no release

I'm shell-shocked from some heavy blows
a stranger to the people I know
who used to say "he never had a down day"
now I'm holding on to can't let goes
and silence brings no peace

in another life
cause it's good again
and it will never die
I've got a will to burn
to see you again
it's like another life
it's like I'll not get better
a will to burn

oh the time goes by and I realize, that I'm alright
you thought nothing would be the same
but life comes 'round again
quick wits and all curious
all caught up in what you say
and makes me grab the time
before it slips away

I can't stay and I cannot wait
and I'm grateful to whistle past a grave yard gate
the flicker fade is getting stronger
like when the days start getting longer
i got the rhythm down now in the places we warred
the golden gate is like my diving board
and life is pointless
but what's so wrong with that?