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[apcfan]

I hate everything here, I don't feel like doing anything but sleeping. This is going to be the longest month ever, luckily it only has 30 days.

May should prove to be better. A two week visit in Germany to see my girl and a new NIN cd.

I hurt the people that mean the most to me, i'm becoming my father.

"need you
dream you
find you
taste you
fuck you
use you
scar you
break you

lose me
hate me
smash me
erase me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me
kill me"