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Aug 25, 2003 09:25

I feel lost.
I don't really know what I want to do. I've signed up for a pretty good variety of classes, so maybe that will help. I've got Japanese, Calculus, a required writing class, General Drawing, and some "Freshman Forum" class that I'm required to take.

Today's Rant:

I pre-registered for all my courses. Way the hell back in May, or something. Wicked early. I pre-registered, and was signed up for all the classes I requested, and none of them were full, and all was good.

Wrong!

All of the above is true, except the "all was good" clause. All was not good. In fact, all was very fucking far from good. I had, technically, recieved all the classes I wanted. It was just that there were some minor [scheduling/timing] problems.

Replace "minor problems" with

"Big
Fucking
Problems."

Japanese and Calculus were both scheduled for exactly the same time. Inconvenient, to say the least. Also, both of those classes, which I'd have to attend simultaneously, overlap into my Drawing class by ten minutes.
[in reverend voice]: Can I get a "What the Fuck!"

I had to fix the problem at a public computer cluster[fuck]. The first two computers I tried didn't work, and the third took literally five and a half minutes before it logged me in. What the Christ, fucker.

In other news...

I feel out of my element. At camp, I know what's going on, and I know what I'm doing. I don't have to stop and whip out a merit badge schedule, or a map of camp sites. I know what's expected of me, and what to expect from others.

Working at camp is [one of the] best decision[s] I ever made. But my first staff week, I absolutely hated. By Friday, I was ready to pack it in and go home. Looking back, I can't even imagine who I'd be had I quit.
I think starting college will be a similar experience. Not that I dislike college so far, but I am certainly not "in my element" yet.

Suck it up.
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