Jun 27, 2005 12:48
Please take a minute to read thisss...
Well, Thursday we left Ash's and went to Fiesta, chilled with a bunch of people,walked around and went on the haunted crib and shit ourselves .. with kay ash w n tay came on too and then ASh was talking to random people so i walked off with missy to talk to jamie at the next ride over and i look back and ashley wasn't there anymore so i looked for her forever and everyone said they didn't see her either so whatever me and missy just went and hung out with pinky rudolpho william and dioverry and pichi and then i went home at like 12:20. So I call Ashley and Some messed up stuff happened and so I went to sleep and the next day I found out that she was getting sent away because of nothing just shes getting sent away because of all the shit shes gone through in her life, which is fucked up and who ever is on DSS I feel bad and I'm so sorry for you. So friday, me and Ash babysat from 8 until the next morning. We slept @ billy jo's and came home @ like 7am. When we were babysitting we legit lost it and just cryed for like an hour. When someone you know gets taken away yeah its sad, but legit, we been best friends since we were 5, and she isn't just like one of my friends yeah i have fun with and stuff its like weird, we never have a bad time, even if we are just sitting in her room getting high, even if we ain't getting high we just sit and crack up and talk and be funny and make so many memories and we have had so many i can't even think .. .Your house in the park, your new house, spanish braids, juicy fruit, adams house, down ass chick, i wanna be gothic hah i could go on for years, and legit years. Saturday I went down fiesta at like 9 with Ash and Missy and we just hung out with everyone and chilled and left ash n Kevin alone for a little while to talk and last night we went to the fireworks and Ash W and Tay came down and we hugged each other for like 120930192 minutes cuz they left for maine this morning, I am going to miss them so much you guys better come back and visit.. good times all in all tho this weekend, not just at fiesta, but just hanging out with my girls relaxing.. Everyone is leaving. Ash w and Tay went back to maine, Ash is leaving :-( and Missy is only going to be here for two more weeks.. even though I ain't losing that many people, I am losing my most important ones, Whenver I wanted to chill, just needed someone to talk to , needed advice or anything, Ashley w and Ashley b would legit come running. I just met Taylor Last week but she is the coolest girl I think i've ever met, shes so nice and awesome and I wish you guys lived back here. I miss Ash W alot too because she was the only one who would got with me on a walk at like 10 at night lol .. I dont even know right now , Tomorrow I am going to go into school early and see if I can take my final first and then leave so I can go to court with Ash n Missy, I need to bring three boxes of tissues though. wow I am not going to be able to live without you. I will have no one to talk to online let alone talk with tizzle talk. I might as well just give my computer away because i dont really talk to anyone else besides you and i sure as fuck dont crack my ass up when i am online exept when i talk to you. And later on I think we are going mini-golfing with my mom cuz she's the best and if we don't go mini-golfing we are going to hang out all night..
Though I'm missing you
I'll find a way to get through
Living without you
'Cause you were my sister, my strength, and my pride
Only God may know why, still I will get by
who would'v known, that youd half to go
so suddenly, so fast
How could it be, but a sweet memory would be all
All that we have left
Now that you're gone, every day I go on
But life's just not the same
I'm so empty inside, and my tears I can't hide
But I'll try, I'll try to face the pain
Now that you're gone, I can still feel you near
So I'll smile, with every tear I cry
How sweet, were the losses to spare?
But I'll wait for the day
When I'll see you again, see you again, yeah
I'm missing you
^ missing you by brandy from the set it off cd, thats the best movie ever <33