Can't read you

[apathyownsyou]

This illusion is killing me
Make it real already
I'm tired of the hesitation
How do you feel?
Tell me the truth
stop pausing
I can't wait for your breath
Say it now
Your eyes are shining
tell me another story you don't believe
look me in my eyes and fake it again
I don't know what to do
where are you?
you're not right here
I see you
But I can't read you
you're somewhere else
without me
and I'm here waiting for you or at least what you used to be
waiting for another moment when it feels right
feels right for me to leave