Bobby turned on his side and put the joint in my mouth.
Looked in the mirror, and paused, challenged myself - and considered stuff and felt a little better. Wish I could do tonight again, do it better - try and make something happen of my own intention. You stupid little monkey - too late now.
Wasn't sure whether I was going to go out this weekend. But Saturday - yes I think. And I will make it a good one (maybe I can use self hypnosis to make myself stick a knife in my thigh whenever I become withdrawn - now there's some hard and fast encouragement...)
(more later likely - my eyes are not seeming very much like closing)
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Wasn't sure whether I was going to go out this weekend. But Saturday - yes I think. And I will make it a good one (maybe I can use self hypnosis to make myself stick a knife in my thigh whenever I become withdrawn - now there's some hard and fast encouragement...)
(more later likely - my eyes are not seeming very much like closing)
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