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I think once I find another job I am going to be scared of losing it. I've skipped out on two interviews so far because I didn't think the work was dependable and I didn't want to end up losing my ass again a few months from now.
I have a 2nd interview tomorrow at West Corp. taking calls from AT&T customers. If hired, I'd work 40 hours per week for $10.00 per hour but the drive is 45 minutes one way and the shift is from 5 PM until 1 AM, which means I wouldn't get home until 2 AM. Just thinking about how terrible the commute would be in the winter makes me want to reconsider whether or not to accept the position.
All this time I've wanted a full time job and I finally have a chance at one but now I've decided I want to go back to college, too. The only bad thing about going back to school is that I'd have to find a part time job and a part time job won't pay enough for me to live on my own. I don't want to be stuck living with my parents or his parents for the next 7 years until I get my degree but I do want to get my degree. I also want to get married but the agreement was to wait until I finish college and I don't know if I can.
I just want so many different things and I can't make up my mind what path to take.
I have a 2nd interview tomorrow at West Corp. taking calls from AT&T customers. If hired, I'd work 40 hours per week for $10.00 per hour but the drive is 45 minutes one way and the shift is from 5 PM until 1 AM, which means I wouldn't get home until 2 AM. Just thinking about how terrible the commute would be in the winter makes me want to reconsider whether or not to accept the position.
All this time I've wanted a full time job and I finally have a chance at one but now I've decided I want to go back to college, too. The only bad thing about going back to school is that I'd have to find a part time job and a part time job won't pay enough for me to live on my own. I don't want to be stuck living with my parents or his parents for the next 7 years until I get my degree but I do want to get my degree. I also want to get married but the agreement was to wait until I finish college and I don't know if I can.
I just want so many different things and I can't make up my mind what path to take.