May 19, 2005 00:06
WOW
holy shit...****NEWS FLASH****
I'm EnGaGeD bitches!
lol
Damn wow My girlfriend asked me to Marry her. Tonight around nine thirty ten o clock.....Oh my gosh I'm so happy. It's funny trying to act all calm around her and then she walked me home and once she left I was like dancing around and singing and stuff. You could tell she was nervous. but...DAMN...holy shit. It feels like just for this moment everything is PERFECT. Funny thing is-I always pictured I'd be wearing clothes when I was proposed to. lol. but hey-natural is only natural.=) damn and she spent most of the night trying to get me to dance for her. I'm too shy for that. lol. But we danced to our song together kinda...It was really great. and then we were just laying there and I was thinking about how I have to go to NY for a month tomorrow, and she looked at the clock and said we had to go soon, but there was something she had to do first. lol. I was like.."get dressed?" I'm so clueless.=) she laughed.... and then well the rest I'd rather keep for myself just in memory. But it meant the world to me. And I know That I must be REALLY DAMN IMPORTANT to her for her to ask me to marry her. That mustve taken alot of love. Because she had always told me she wasnt ready to even think about that. But there she was..proposing to me. Holy shit. It still hasn't fully sunken in. I cant wait to tell everyone tomorrow. I want to go outside right now and scream it to the whole town... I'm happier right now then I can remember ever being. Goddammit...I can't even spell "fiance"...that is right isnt it???LMAO. HOly crap I'm so out of it right now. That made my day. My year. My decade. That made my life damn. lol. Wow I love her so goddamnfuckingmuch its not even describable. But I need to go do some more packing. Long trip tomorrow. Holy crap. wow.
<3
Kitten