as much as it sounds kiss ass to say i know how it feels to not have a "best friend" exactally. i've just went through life having clusters of people i would hang out with over the past like 6 or 7 years. never can i actually rememeber having a friend who i would always call or hang out with without feeling like the 3rd wheel. still to this day i can't get out of it. and its always been like i needed multiple people to be with or i would be wasting there time, and i can't seem to look back at times and say those were good at all becuase i was just the loser in the backround. i never thought i would just not have like a winning personality that would repel people from me becuase i used to have a best friend years ago when i lived in a different city and that was great. i think maybe its how i feel about myself and my self image, i can't stand my name and i'm probably going to change it to my middle name thomas soon and it will make me feel better about my self. but to some it up that was really good and interesting becuase alot of things hit home for me. crazy...
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