hmmm....
hmmm well... today was an ok day i guess i didnt start feeling shitty till i got home. i dont noe why but right when i get home i mood changes... and i hate it cus i try really hard to hide it (if im pissed off) and when im with my friends im a happy person i like to think about it as being myself .
well my birthday is tomorrow i used to love birthday but ever since 3 grade i've hated them all i just let them pass by. (if u didnt noe im going to be 15) no but yea i really dont want anything like as in presents! but ahhh my friends keep on insisting on buying me something!!! ahhh!
yea im going to go noe i dont feel like doing shit im just gonna go to bed and try not to think about whats bothering me!!!FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK AHHHHHHH