May 14, 2006 16:45
Got an Ekg
felt the ecstasy
of breathing in and out
Tested blood
smoked the crud
from an empty pipe
They asked me what I do in my off time.
How can I explain and be fine.
What do I waste my days doing over and over again?
Its a plan and a method for a presentation.
I'll be up front and the rest will be watching hoping nothing I say will ever be right.
I get tired too easily. I don't want whats coming more than anything else, but I guess thats what I am choosing to do.
I try to cover it all up by being as vague as possible, but what I really want is to yell from my mouth and let it out from the spout that my face and my future don't hold the same fate. I may lose the look of a child inside but the smile of a lie I will never have to find.