I'll Try Not To Be Arbitrary

[apathetichopes]

Its a silly thing: this hope I get.
Easy enough to remember, but not to forget.
Exposing every inch I have.
Placing bets on peoples laughs.
Docs got a special blend for controlling women, children, and men.

I keep this hope right behind my heart, and eyes, and ears, and mind.
This is the part of me which fades fast enough to become transparent.
I just wish it was invisible to me.