Sep 28, 2010 23:10
- Apparently work and school consume everyone's lives. And if they're not in school or have a job, they're too lazy to leave the house.
- I'm pretty sure I put people off, but nobody has the balls to tell me what it is.
- I've found independence here, but all it's helped is my ego and hindered my social skills.
- I don't like being an outsider, but I don't like being alienating.
- I really like getting to know people, but I really don't like knowing them. Knowing their next move. Knowing what they're going to choose. (I believe that's why I've never been able to get over you, you're too fucking hidden, unreadable, unpredictable. It never gets old, but hope, in fact, does.)
- I'm just not cut out for this lifetime. I should have been born 100 years ago.
- The only conclusion I can come up with is this: I am pathetic.