car in heaps of snow
Life right now.
Been having some messed up dreams about clinical this past reading week. Must be the ridiculous amount of free time I have right now or something. I remember dreaming about school a lot last year after I graduated. That, and a lot of dreams about work. (oh yay, I get to work in my sleep and during the day! what could be better! hehe!) I wonder why this happens, these routine dreams.
Yup, finally this winter thing has done it's usual cascade of melancholy on me. Once again. Each and every year this weather makes me feel locked in. Really though, it is not the weather that is making me feel down, but it is myself. I am choosing not to enjoy this winter weather, essentially; dreaming of 7 weeks from now when the snow is gone, of summer night air through the windows of my car on the way to work. I really should learn how to skate, but I have no idea where to begin. Would my thin, tired, man nurse body handle the many falls of learning?
Other things of importance right now are as follows... Turning twenty this week. The wear of worry begins to show in my face, but that's part of the rest of my life. Getting sick of current living situation and plan on moving the beginning of April. Halfway through this semester of the nursing program! Dreaming of gourmet cooking for you, with your glowing face, but have not found you yet. Must plan for moving in April and re-painting and cleaning prior to that. Must also learn to manage finances and schedule more appropriately in future. Get transmission fluid flushed before all heck breaks loose, when finances allow.
Well there it is. Life summarized. Always changing.
Been having some messed up dreams about clinical this past reading week. Must be the ridiculous amount of free time I have right now or something. I remember dreaming about school a lot last year after I graduated. That, and a lot of dreams about work. (oh yay, I get to work in my sleep and during the day! what could be better! hehe!) I wonder why this happens, these routine dreams.
Yup, finally this winter thing has done it's usual cascade of melancholy on me. Once again. Each and every year this weather makes me feel locked in. Really though, it is not the weather that is making me feel down, but it is myself. I am choosing not to enjoy this winter weather, essentially; dreaming of 7 weeks from now when the snow is gone, of summer night air through the windows of my car on the way to work. I really should learn how to skate, but I have no idea where to begin. Would my thin, tired, man nurse body handle the many falls of learning?
Other things of importance right now are as follows... Turning twenty this week. The wear of worry begins to show in my face, but that's part of the rest of my life. Getting sick of current living situation and plan on moving the beginning of April. Halfway through this semester of the nursing program! Dreaming of gourmet cooking for you, with your glowing face, but have not found you yet. Must plan for moving in April and re-painting and cleaning prior to that. Must also learn to manage finances and schedule more appropriately in future. Get transmission fluid flushed before all heck breaks loose, when finances allow.
Well there it is. Life summarized. Always changing.