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apartment searching was good today, other than the fucking accident we almost got in pulling out of the place. we discovered some places we didn't even know existed for prices we'd been led to believe didn't exist either. I've been stressed about the whole thing lately, but I think it'll all work out alright. we'll figure something out - we have to, since my dad is moving and bekka's going to be here in september... !
things with M. are pretty amazing right now. I'm definitely overly sensitive about everything. but I have a right to be scared and skeptical so I keep telling myself that it's okay. I had a shiiity dream last night about us breaking up and I woke up crying & I feel like a total douche about it.
today is probably my only day off for the next two weeks so I'm going back to bed.