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Oct 02, 2004 21:11

I've been feeling detatched for some reason. (Except when I got to see/talk to my Mel-chan ^_^) I think it's mainly because my college classes aren't challenging enough for me. It seems I always need something to be interested in, whether it be an anime, a tv show, collecting something, etc. If I don't, I get depressed. I'm weird when I get depressed because I still act normally around everyone, but feel empty. I think I started feeling this way when my senior year started. That was also around the time when I developed my writer's block I still haven't been able to get over. Well, at least my social life is better than it was a month ago. I think I just can't accept the fact that I'm an adult now, and have responsibilities. I think that's the real reason why I don't want to get my liscense, too. It's all psychological.

Well, enough about that. I was thinking about what I'm going to do for Halloween this year and can't decide if I want to have my own party or just go to a few haunted houses/tours. If I had a party, I'd have to buy another $80 tent to go with the one I already have, set them up in the back yard, and spend about $200 on decorations. I could have black tarp for the floor and walls, hook up my huge blacklight, dvd, tv, radio, etc. Gee, I wonder if I have enough extension cords for all of that... Add a few chairs/beanbags and it'd be perfect. But then I'd have to go to school the next day and couldn't stay up late... Maybe I should plan to do that next year, when I have money. *sigh* I still can't decide....


Inuyasha Episodes 58-61, 165-167
Master of Mosquiton Episodes 9-26
Chobits Episodes 1-5
Slayers Try Episodes 53-65

*lovels her bit torrent <3*
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