smiles

[apapertiger]

so ive been bustin into freak moments where i cant stop smiling. theres no real reason behind it ill just be driving down the street jammin to music with a big dopey grin on my face and the fact that i dont know why makes me smile more. i dunno maybe its just a freak situation in my life where im realizing that you know im happy. im really truly happy. its a good relief i had a hard middle school and high school life and now its like the weight is lifted. im takin classes i want to, im spending time with incredible friends that are just too good to me, im makin enough money to do what i want relativly. im in a state where you know a lot of those dreams i had in highschool of road trips to austin and driving around houston late at night and jammin really good music are truely realistic. I dunno i guess this is dorky and stupid for me to write about but you know i like writing about happy times in my life. i wrote so much about sadness in my past that im sick of that. i wanna write down the good times so i never forget. i want to capture these moments for future. I dont care if im dorky or bragging or whatever you know what this is my journal and life is good heheh

i prolly should stop updating journals past midnight cause i just end up bein goofy but oh well