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hmmmm . . .
certain people are pissing me off extensively
i apologize for any future bitchy behavior, b/c i really don't feel like being so nice anymore.
i feel like i'm always so nice and stuff to people and that in return i get nothing.
even from people who i thought were my friends; people who may even call themselves my friend
and that's not inner selfishness, its just the desire to be treated kindly by others, which is not too much to ask for
ignoring someone can be one of the cruelest things that can be done
they don't even speak to me . . .
and i'm not the only one they're treating like shit
and its their treatment of her that's making me particularly enraged.
she never did anything
if it was just me i could handle it better, but it's both of us
but i'm going to continue being nice and being myself, however i may have to let them know how i feel
and that little discussion may not be so nice
i totally feel alienated right now
and alone (for the most part)
and that's weird, b/c i don't fit the typical description of a loner
i talk too much for my own good, yet i'm unable to make very many true friends
don't get me wrong, i do have some
but generally speaking, i'm a reluctant loner
i just feel so unwanted
and i don't know why humanity is being so hostile towards me
it's confusing
certain people are pissing me off extensively
i apologize for any future bitchy behavior, b/c i really don't feel like being so nice anymore.
i feel like i'm always so nice and stuff to people and that in return i get nothing.
even from people who i thought were my friends; people who may even call themselves my friend
and that's not inner selfishness, its just the desire to be treated kindly by others, which is not too much to ask for
ignoring someone can be one of the cruelest things that can be done
they don't even speak to me . . .
and i'm not the only one they're treating like shit
and its their treatment of her that's making me particularly enraged.
she never did anything
if it was just me i could handle it better, but it's both of us
but i'm going to continue being nice and being myself, however i may have to let them know how i feel
and that little discussion may not be so nice
i totally feel alienated right now
and alone (for the most part)
and that's weird, b/c i don't fit the typical description of a loner
i talk too much for my own good, yet i'm unable to make very many true friends
don't get me wrong, i do have some
but generally speaking, i'm a reluctant loner
i just feel so unwanted
and i don't know why humanity is being so hostile towards me
it's confusing