Mar 02, 2005 21:05
ok wow so i had the shittiest day ever today!!! (actually this week has been shitty!!! ive cried myself to sleep for 2 nights now!!!) i was washing dishes in the back(starbucks) and thought to myself this is really shitty! and this is after kurty,shmanda,daniel,holly and kyle came in!!! thanx guys!!
ok so while i was washing dishes i was like ok life is shitty because all of us dont hang out anymore like we used to which really sux i wish things went back to how they were like a month ago! and im going through a hard time with girls right now cuz i need someone to jus be there for me and hold!!!! and no one wants me!!!! and i was thinkin to myself what is there to live for??? the sad thing was i couldnt think of anything!! shitty i know but dont worry i aint gonna kill myslef ahahahaha crazy ass people thinkin that! but then i hung out with ashley which was cool cuz i talked to her about why life is shitty right now. she listened which was cool... all of us need to hang out again!!!!!!
being depressed is not fun!!! daniel i know what your going through now and its really not fun!!! i am in a time where i really need people!!!!!! so please be there for me.....
thanx to everyone that has been there for me when i needed it!!!!
(Kurty,Daniel,Ashley,Todders!!!!!!!,Corey,Malachi,Shmanda,Maddy,BESTKELLIE!!!!!! and everyone else i didnt mention im sorry im having a brain fart!!!)
LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!! with my life!!!
hearts break like porcealine!!