2AM...
It's... 2AM now.
I still can't sleep.
And... just looking at the pictures that he's posted lately is making my heart beat like crazy. I don't know how I'll be able to handle seeing him tomorrow.
When did it get to be this bad, really... Maybe it's just been since Mukahi brought it to my attention, b-but when I'm around him I can't help but wonder if it's really obvious...
It's too late to take it back now though. I don't want to take it back, really. Eiji seemed so excited when I told him it was... a date date (I still don't know to define that), if I screw up at this point, he'll be really disappointed. At least, I think he was excited. As soon as I told him about it, he was up at my apartment door with Daigoro and I was sandwiched between the two of them for the rest of the night. He was... really different from how he usually is, and I think we probably set some kind of record for the longest hug but... I didn't mind it...
Okay, Shuichiro. This is no time to back out. Eiji's been patient with you long enough.
Mn, he really has been patient, hasn't he~? And he straightened his hair for that photo and looked really cute but adult at the same time~ W-wait, I shouldn't go down this road again. I'll never get to sleep that way... But he did look really, really good...
Back to bed! I'll get to sleep this time! I think... m-maybe...
[ooc: lol this dork]