Goodbye Aozora~
Laia is dead. She won't be posting on livejournal anymore. Instead she'll be posting on heavenjournal!
Haaa that was supposed to be funny but I think only people with a light sense of humor would probably giggle. Or maybe a stupid one like mine. Anyways. Yeah. I've been doing alot of thinking lately~ Uhm and I locked my entire LJ up and I was thinking of just continuing to post but I don't want to. I'd rather just close this LJ, it's full of entirely different chapters of my life. Someone said that I should just delete everything but I did that to a few and I realized that I was deleting pieces of history, and I didn't want to do that, I'd rather have time to look back on it privately and either learn, laugh, or be disgusted, or even see some positive things that I used to do but somehow stopped doing. Either way it's a learning experience.
Yeah.
So.
I'm not giving up LJ altogether! I'm going to be moving to a brand new LJ with no history written in it at all. Staying around in the same LJ for too long for me causes mass nostalgia attacks and eventually I begin spending all my time wishing for things that used to be, and I don't want the temptation to do that easily. @@ Anyways.. yeah.
Communities.. huh.. no matter what I am keeping cityofsnow for myself because I'm attached to it. I LIKE having the only Kanon LJ community I've seen. As for my rating communities, I dunno, I'm so busy sometimes that I'm not doing a very good job of maintaining them. I'm going to probably post an entry soon about giving them up or asking for a co-owner. I don't know how the co-owner thing would work... Eh that'll be discussed later. If anyone on my friends list is interested in taking up the job then let me know, just be sure that unlike me you actually pay attention to the community, I think those communities deserve a good maintainer. They're great concepts you know? Once the new Kanon comes out I think Kanon rating's going to get some traffic. Uhh for kanon_icontest I dunno. I think there SHOULD be a Kanon icontest community and I think that if I'm not the banner maker then I'd be able to maintain something that I only have to really remember to update twice a week or something without too many problems. 'Sides I still like icontests. I'm too shy to apply to any but maybe I will on my new LJ o_O That'll be fun. What else do I maintain.. well of course, walrusfire.. I'm keeping that. casperownz is great XD I know it doesn't have many members and never will but my kitty deserves a community.
I cut that because I know there are alot of people who probably don't want to hear that XD Basically to sum it up I'm keeping SOME of them for sure, others I am not sure, anyone who's interested in them should read and provide imput.
Well I think that's really all that I need to talk about. Alot of people are like "Ok I'm moving LJs no big deal!" but I don't want to be one of those people who leaves her duties hanging without notice. I already did that on some communities and I STILL don't have time to fulfil what I was supposed to do O_o
Anyway. I love you all. I really do. But I'm not going to autoadd everyone, simply because I want those who are tired of me to have their chance to be rid of me once and for all. So I will provide my LJ name and allow you guys to add if you want. There are some that are going over no matter what and I'll go on and add them :o But I'm not going to do it right away because I have severe issues with hurting others. T_T; So please. Add if you still want to see me around. Then I'll wrap it up by adding others later because I really hate hurting feelings. It's not my nature to go out of my way to do that. I've already added Cody because that's a given to everyone, lol. The other people should really know who they are though XD I really love everyone though I just don't want to be a burden to anyone who skips my entries or just keeps me on just because they just want another name on their list or something. o_O;
Anyway. Without further ado..
aozora = dead
harbornight = new home (so new that it isn't even layouted yet O_o)
Enjoy. :D
♡ Laia/Courtney/whatever you know me as
Haaa that was supposed to be funny but I think only people with a light sense of humor would probably giggle. Or maybe a stupid one like mine. Anyways. Yeah. I've been doing alot of thinking lately~ Uhm and I locked my entire LJ up and I was thinking of just continuing to post but I don't want to. I'd rather just close this LJ, it's full of entirely different chapters of my life. Someone said that I should just delete everything but I did that to a few and I realized that I was deleting pieces of history, and I didn't want to do that, I'd rather have time to look back on it privately and either learn, laugh, or be disgusted, or even see some positive things that I used to do but somehow stopped doing. Either way it's a learning experience.
Yeah.
So.
I'm not giving up LJ altogether! I'm going to be moving to a brand new LJ with no history written in it at all. Staying around in the same LJ for too long for me causes mass nostalgia attacks and eventually I begin spending all my time wishing for things that used to be, and I don't want the temptation to do that easily. @@ Anyways.. yeah.
Communities.. huh.. no matter what I am keeping cityofsnow for myself because I'm attached to it. I LIKE having the only Kanon LJ community I've seen. As for my rating communities, I dunno, I'm so busy sometimes that I'm not doing a very good job of maintaining them. I'm going to probably post an entry soon about giving them up or asking for a co-owner. I don't know how the co-owner thing would work... Eh that'll be discussed later. If anyone on my friends list is interested in taking up the job then let me know, just be sure that unlike me you actually pay attention to the community, I think those communities deserve a good maintainer. They're great concepts you know? Once the new Kanon comes out I think Kanon rating's going to get some traffic. Uhh for kanon_icontest I dunno. I think there SHOULD be a Kanon icontest community and I think that if I'm not the banner maker then I'd be able to maintain something that I only have to really remember to update twice a week or something without too many problems. 'Sides I still like icontests. I'm too shy to apply to any but maybe I will on my new LJ o_O That'll be fun. What else do I maintain.. well of course, walrusfire.. I'm keeping that. casperownz is great XD I know it doesn't have many members and never will but my kitty deserves a community.
I cut that because I know there are alot of people who probably don't want to hear that XD Basically to sum it up I'm keeping SOME of them for sure, others I am not sure, anyone who's interested in them should read and provide imput.
Well I think that's really all that I need to talk about. Alot of people are like "Ok I'm moving LJs no big deal!" but I don't want to be one of those people who leaves her duties hanging without notice. I already did that on some communities and I STILL don't have time to fulfil what I was supposed to do O_o
Anyway. I love you all. I really do. But I'm not going to autoadd everyone, simply because I want those who are tired of me to have their chance to be rid of me once and for all. So I will provide my LJ name and allow you guys to add if you want. There are some that are going over no matter what and I'll go on and add them :o But I'm not going to do it right away because I have severe issues with hurting others. T_T; So please. Add if you still want to see me around. Then I'll wrap it up by adding others later because I really hate hurting feelings. It's not my nature to go out of my way to do that. I've already added Cody because that's a given to everyone, lol. The other people should really know who they are though XD I really love everyone though I just don't want to be a burden to anyone who skips my entries or just keeps me on just because they just want another name on their list or something. o_O;
Anyway. Without further ado..
aozora = dead
harbornight = new home (so new that it isn't even layouted yet O_o)
Enjoy. :D
♡ Laia/Courtney/whatever you know me as