I don't understand anything.
Mello, this is private. Thanks.
I don't know what I did wrong today...
I felt really uncomfortable about Soubi coming to see me because I could not avoid what he asked me to avoid.
But he came anyway...
I decided it was ok, I let him in.
I thought he wanted to ask about that, but he didn't say anything.
I felt more and more uncomfortable, I just wanted him to speak his mind, so I asked him...
But he got mad at me. I still don't know why.
He wanted to leave... why? why?
I feel so stupid, so childish, I can't understand anything.
If I did something wrong, why didn't he tell me?
I'm tired of trying to figure him out.
...I miss Seimei...