You emit an aura that pushes people away.
Yeah, I've been thinking way too much. But aside from that--I just suddenly remembered this little bit that a friend of mine (Yeah I do have a lot of friends, don't I? xD) told me. That he wanted me to change my attitude--or else I'd end up pushing a lot of people away from me. I don't know why exactly, but I can never seem to keep my feelings in check when it comes to certain people.
Maybe I need to learn how to control my impulses more.
Anyway, I'm going to Pep Squad training tonight, from six until eight.
I'll continue writing part two tomorrow--not a lot of writing juice left in me right now. Reading more books and fiction to help trudge me along.
and just to say--goddamn it, the D. Grey-man world needs more Allenx Road. Archnemesis-lover type fiction is the stuff Nagant and Browning live in. They're both enemies and he doesn't love her, but she loves him dearly, so she teases him and bothers him for no other reason than to garner a reaction. Other than that, she's normal with everyone else.
But Nagant will perceive this as her being a spoiled, selfish brat and will want to keep away from her. But thanks to Garand making her his partner, there's not a damn thing he can do about it. And he needs her to seem normal in high school.
Yes, Browning is a pawn in Nagant's mind. Or less than that.
If I emit an aura that pushes people away, then...is that why I feel so lonely? I don't know.
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Dum, spiro, spero.
Ero quod spero.
*Aos
Maybe I need to learn how to control my impulses more.
Anyway, I'm going to Pep Squad training tonight, from six until eight.
I'll continue writing part two tomorrow--not a lot of writing juice left in me right now. Reading more books and fiction to help trudge me along.
and just to say--goddamn it, the D. Grey-man world needs more Allenx Road. Archnemesis-lover type fiction is the stuff Nagant and Browning live in. They're both enemies and he doesn't love her, but she loves him dearly, so she teases him and bothers him for no other reason than to garner a reaction. Other than that, she's normal with everyone else.
But Nagant will perceive this as her being a spoiled, selfish brat and will want to keep away from her. But thanks to Garand making her his partner, there's not a damn thing he can do about it. And he needs her to seem normal in high school.
Yes, Browning is a pawn in Nagant's mind. Or less than that.
If I emit an aura that pushes people away, then...is that why I feel so lonely? I don't know.
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Dum, spiro, spero.
Ero quod spero.
*Aos