Not really...
Probably my only post on LJ for who knows how long. I'm just not into LJ anymore. Kinda outgrew it. I think what it is is that LJ is a journal, an outreach to your friends and who you want to keep in touch with but I think in reality, at least in my case, either my posts were boring(which they could be) or the people on my friends list didnt feel the same way. Either way I think I've grown up a lot and just realized that "fake" friendships or one sided friendships aren't really for me. It's taxing really.
What I mean is that there are many people who only want to share one thing in common and not get to know each other and care on the level of friendship. That bugs me cause if I'm friends, I care about that person and whats going on in their life. So LJ for me just isn't it.
I know it may sound pretensious but I dont mean it to be. I'll still say hi to everyone and talk when I see you but yea....if you wanna be friends, know me for me and I'd like to know you for you, you know where to contact me.
Having said that.....
Sorry for anyone who I saw or was there at yaoi con. I was there but I wasnt. I've had a major head injury and so I was very out of it then. Yaoi con was my first outing since so I was tired and dizzy and really not mentally there. So yea, I apologize. I dont even remember if I saw anyone or what. I remember talking to Lionel and thats it (about what I cant recall).
So yup....no more hockey for LaLa.
What I mean is that there are many people who only want to share one thing in common and not get to know each other and care on the level of friendship. That bugs me cause if I'm friends, I care about that person and whats going on in their life. So LJ for me just isn't it.
I know it may sound pretensious but I dont mean it to be. I'll still say hi to everyone and talk when I see you but yea....if you wanna be friends, know me for me and I'd like to know you for you, you know where to contact me.
Having said that.....
Sorry for anyone who I saw or was there at yaoi con. I was there but I wasnt. I've had a major head injury and so I was very out of it then. Yaoi con was my first outing since so I was tired and dizzy and really not mentally there. So yea, I apologize. I dont even remember if I saw anyone or what. I remember talking to Lionel and thats it (about what I cant recall).
So yup....no more hockey for LaLa.