Happy New Year 2018
Happy New Year!!
So many things happen in 1 day... 1 month... 1 year...
In 1 month, December, become special month. A lot of 'warning' came to me in positif and negative ways...
which, so many lessons to learn...
Some BIG Lessons I had in one month only...
- 'High Experince' not guarantee you have good maner
While I'm used Public Bus, meet a woman who had a lot of experienced as teacher ( base on her stories by herself ).
She shared she had experience for decades, went oversease in many place, like at that day, she just arrive from holidays.
Not only that, she compare our system in here and overseas, which the fact was 'most of indonesian people can't stay in line even for short time' while the rest can do it.
She promote too about her school, place she worked, which teach the kids from young to stay in line.
after around 30 minutes we wait, the bus was come but not space enough for all of us, so we need another bus around 10 minutes.
Since there's no 'line strings', so we need to manage our self to keep stay in line.
and what she said to the man infront of me, who listen her story...?
she said ... " the younger must give in the line to the elder, which make you more have good luck in relationship and works..."
so, who said have the EXPERIENCE as TEACHER here...?
- Lost something wasn't always become a lessons for the one who 'take' it
In last 4 month, my burden become more heavier and become a chance to me to 'give up'.
Of course, I shared this problems with my pastor as the guide, but he said I need to stay as my lessons.
But day by day, with all problems and since the burden of this already came around a years, make me more realize...
sometimes when lost something, I'm not the one who need learn. How about 'you' was the one who need the lessons?
why I said this?
If you care something, we will do everything to make a change, right?
But what he and his people more like 'sweet words' but bad in act.
my big reasons was..
I do the church service in free which base on my heart for helping and teached in music class.
But what did you guys did was more push me into your system which make me to burden another responsibility which actually its was yours not mine.
Again, my responsibility just as music teacher not as the education teacher ( in many ways )
- You're not waste your time if the reason was for 'Learning'
For decades as music teacher, I always said 'You will lose and only waste your time if you not training a lot" for any student who always complain and complain without practice their lessons.
At the same time, I still study and learn in music, which Piano Pop for the beginner.
as notes, I can teach the kids how to play 'piano' because I ever had Electones lessons for 8 years, did a lot of church service + school's lessons with piano - keyboard since junior high school. That's why with all experience I had, I can played but still lack with the basic lessons.
So, again, I choose to Piano pop from the basic book.
One senior who have shared in Electone lessons always said this to me " You only waste your time! You really stupid not continue your electone lessons! In there, you will learn the basic too! "
Another fact, that's true I had Electone course more than 8 years but for some reasons, I need to give up.
Around 5 years later when everything more under control, suddenly I got a 'donation' for study specially in music.
Since the Electone I have was broken and hard to repair it ( and if I need to buy the new one, I need a lot of money ).
I choose to Piano's because I only had keyboard for now and I can borrow Church's clavinnova.
Learning Piano basic look like waste my times, but in 1 years I learn a lot although sometimes I bored with 1 songs in more than 2 month.
Again, I don't know why she always keep say I waste my times while I can improve my basic skill and used in in different way right now. .
- Know someone with their attitude and value their time
Maybe this's crazy, but seriously I really hate with anyone who can't value their times + show good manner.
Specially when someone already make an appointment with you but they can't keep their promised.
Someone promised will meet you at XX o'clock but they JUST start to go at that XX o'clock.
In another words, you need more than hours to wait - really... super late...
Not only that, something like this always like this which whenever you make an appointment, they always LATE more than 1 - 2 hours from the time.
When you show your anger, they always said "You must understand our condition"
inside, I always want to say "Promised is promised. Not only you, I had my own schedule to arrange. So, don't get mad if I choose to going home."
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Ah, so manythings happen but this's the bigest one ever I can remember.
"A lot of people like you, but you always close your heart. Yeah, when someone hurt you, you will never forget or even forgive him/her"
this's were a quotation from one of driver online I used. I really shock since we never meet before and suddenly he said like this.
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At the sametimes this's become my focus and as reminder for "This's why I choose to be single all time, for now"
How can I trust any men or woman if most of people around me were like that?
Maybe if as long as friend, its okay... but for more that that... I don't think so ~
hmm...
1st day in 2018 already come and for now I don't have any goals to write...
but I will keep used my old ' quotes '
" Don't worry, be happy. Just keep Swimming! and Let it Go!! "
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Happy New Year
and
Have Nice Holidays!