Nevertheless, she gave up
Definitely no persisting here.
I don't know what my problem is, but I'm in a serious funk. I've been wanting to do less and less. I've bailed on a run the last couple of days, I haven't lifted weights in three weeks. I kept hoping I had one more half marathon in me, but my hip pain makes anything over 3 miles/5km difficult. I've managed 6-7 miles/10-11.8km a few times on weekends, but with difficulty. It's just so disheartening. And just, in general, I don't want to do anything. I'll read or knit or sew, maybe, but that's pretty much it. The weather has been unusually gorgeous the last couple of days, so I wouldn't say it was SAD (which doesn't usually affect me anyway).
Miniplu has been struggling some with academic motivation recently. I'd like to sit on her for that, but then I feel like a huge hypocrite, since I'm not doing so great with drive right now, either.
And I can't go to my friend Eileen's funeral - her obit (posted today) just said services would be private. So all I can do is what I've done for everyone else in the past month - mail a card and feel helpless to do more.
Meh.
I don't know what my problem is, but I'm in a serious funk. I've been wanting to do less and less. I've bailed on a run the last couple of days, I haven't lifted weights in three weeks. I kept hoping I had one more half marathon in me, but my hip pain makes anything over 3 miles/5km difficult. I've managed 6-7 miles/10-11.8km a few times on weekends, but with difficulty. It's just so disheartening. And just, in general, I don't want to do anything. I'll read or knit or sew, maybe, but that's pretty much it. The weather has been unusually gorgeous the last couple of days, so I wouldn't say it was SAD (which doesn't usually affect me anyway).
Miniplu has been struggling some with academic motivation recently. I'd like to sit on her for that, but then I feel like a huge hypocrite, since I'm not doing so great with drive right now, either.
And I can't go to my friend Eileen's funeral - her obit (posted today) just said services would be private. So all I can do is what I've done for everyone else in the past month - mail a card and feel helpless to do more.
Meh.