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Brandon's in California. Jared's in Paris. Parker just left for Florida. I'm still here in this little college town that is now practically deserted. Everyone else has left for their respective Atlanta suburb. I'm heading to mine tomorrow to spend a little time with the family for the holidays.
I've been sick for the past couple days. Perhaps spin the bottle should be stay in middle school where it belongs. A game that once used to be a way to release sexual tension has now turned into a germ spreading mechanism. Still, I had a good time. Who knew that Cinco de Mayo in December could be so great?
Otherwise I'm completely bored out of my mind. I tend to hate winter and the holiday break especially. Everyone leaves and I end up here with no one to hang out with. Last year was better because I at least had a job to keep me busy. But now I have nothing to do and I tend to get nothing done. It's pathetic. I did check out a few books and I've been downloading music like crazy but it just isn't enough.
I saw Brokeback Mountain a couple days ago. It was great. I nearly cried but held it together.
Again, my emotions are totally frazzled. Like I know what I want and I know what I should want and I know what I actually need and I don't think any of those things go together.
I'm totally over Christmas and commercialism and stupid traffic and crowded stores. I'm going to donate money to the Red Cross and to Unicef in my family's name instead of getting them gifts. It's been such a shitty year for people and I'm surrounded by fortunate people. So yeah, no commercialism for me.
Argh. I'm sick of feeling so fucking blah. I need school to start back soon and I need everyone to return. Please.
I've been sick for the past couple days. Perhaps spin the bottle should be stay in middle school where it belongs. A game that once used to be a way to release sexual tension has now turned into a germ spreading mechanism. Still, I had a good time. Who knew that Cinco de Mayo in December could be so great?
Otherwise I'm completely bored out of my mind. I tend to hate winter and the holiday break especially. Everyone leaves and I end up here with no one to hang out with. Last year was better because I at least had a job to keep me busy. But now I have nothing to do and I tend to get nothing done. It's pathetic. I did check out a few books and I've been downloading music like crazy but it just isn't enough.
I saw Brokeback Mountain a couple days ago. It was great. I nearly cried but held it together.
Again, my emotions are totally frazzled. Like I know what I want and I know what I should want and I know what I actually need and I don't think any of those things go together.
I'm totally over Christmas and commercialism and stupid traffic and crowded stores. I'm going to donate money to the Red Cross and to Unicef in my family's name instead of getting them gifts. It's been such a shitty year for people and I'm surrounded by fortunate people. So yeah, no commercialism for me.
Argh. I'm sick of feeling so fucking blah. I need school to start back soon and I need everyone to return. Please.