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[aolfire]

hmm...*sigh* well last night I talked to Jon again! I was like Jon can I ask you something and he was like go for it. So I did. I asked him how he felt/think about what I had told him. And he didn't really understand wat I was asking so I was like nvm, but he was like no tell me so I did. And he said that he was fustrated cause he didn't like me that way and sad cause he doesn't like to hurt anyone. So now I feel bad cause I made him fell like that. *sigh* And then I was like well I had to tell you cause I have been totally honest with him about eveything else I had told him so I was like ya. And he said glad that I told him. . And then I'm like Sorry. and he is like for wat. and I'm like for all this crap. And he was like "Its not your fault this crap just happens *poof* like that. hahha" Then I'm like "moving on" and he is like "ya". and then I'm like "I don't know wat to say cause most stuff tends to get me into trouble". and he is like "hahha". and I'm like "ya sure" and he is like "hahha, akward". and I'm "like ya". .....

So ya that was my night. Hey last tuesday I told him and then this tuesday I brought it up again! hmmm....creepy. lol.

hmmmm...11 days till I'm at camp.........in a way I don't really want to go cause I'm going to miss everyone soo much. but I soo do want to go.

watev.