Addiction
Its a hard thing to be addicted to something...I know this...but how you become addicted to a video game is beyond me. Not that it can't happen, ask my hubby. I think that the worst part is feeling ignored/forgotten. I think its a great outlet for him and all, and I don't want it to change, but, I wish I didn't feel like a burden when I only get to see him an hour a day and during that time I have to compete with the game to talk to him. Or like last night, he was playing, I was talking, and his team mates said "can I have a team here please?" cuz I guess everyone was playing shitty...his response? "my wife is buggin me"..so what did I do? Went to bed...see ya, if I am a bug, then I'm outta here. And its kinda regular, this situation. I wish that I had more time in the day to talk to him, then I wouldn't be buggin him....but I don't and I have to try and get some stuff taken care of...
I just get tired, why bother, why care? But I want him to put a new light bulb in the front door light, and, as easy a job as that is...he didn't want to. I didn't want it NOW....just today, before he goes to work..."WHY?" he has to ask..."Because I like to have that light working..it looks better for our house" and he doesn't want to...Well, screw you...you hardly do anything around our house except take out the garbage...so just screw in the lightbulb.....!!!!
ARGH!
I just get tired, why bother, why care? But I want him to put a new light bulb in the front door light, and, as easy a job as that is...he didn't want to. I didn't want it NOW....just today, before he goes to work..."WHY?" he has to ask..."Because I like to have that light working..it looks better for our house" and he doesn't want to...Well, screw you...you hardly do anything around our house except take out the garbage...so just screw in the lightbulb.....!!!!
ARGH!