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Apr 08, 2005 17:07

It’s kinda been a depressing day. First, my buddies wedding is today, and I’m not there. Also, the reminder that only half of what I say to my hubby ever is heard. He said it himself today. I phoned him at work because I assumed that he had forgotten to phone his dad to wish him a happy birthday yesterday. He had, even though I had reminded him about 4 times this week about it. Then he asked me if he was supposed to invite his parents to supper after on Monday, (since the cleaning lady would have been there that day) and why he was supposed to invite them. For his dads birthday! Geez! I asked him if he remembered me telling him about it, and he told me he only heard half of it. Why? Because, stupid me, was talking to him while he was playing his fucken computer games again. Since that’s pretty much all he does when he’s at home, when else do I talk to him? I don’t care if he plays, but I am definitely a widow to that machine. So, I feel supremely shitty right now. I mean, at worst, I feel like it’s partly my fault that he didn’t call his dad, and that I should have reminded him. But he’s a big boy now, why can’t he remember? His dad has been his dad for 24 years now; he’s only been mine for 9. Oh well, can’t fight a fight that’s not worth fighting. Still makes me feel like shit.
So on that note, no Friday night cleaning for me, since, well, I have a cleaning lady now, so, gonna get some laundry done, and perhaps have a few drinks, gotta find something to do with my free night right? The quitting smoking has been okay, got the Nicorette inhaler, I have to admit, and it doesn’t work too badly at all. I’m trying my best anyways.
Over and Out.
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