Sentimental feelings about the past, contemplations of the future

Dec 30, 2010 03:23





  I cannot tell If this was the best year ever; the only thing that really matters to me is that I learned a lot of things. I learned amazing things at School of architecture and I grew up as a person.

During my summer holidays, I took a Japanese course and Math II in order to pass to the next level at university. I passed all my subjects although I still have to sit for finals…

My classmates and my friends told me that I changed for good. I used to be shy. Being a little more outgoing is fun. It gave me the chance to meet and share so lovely moments with so many people. People that I continue seeing once in a while ♥!
Unconsciously, I was able to laugh at myself. It wasn’t that hard and It worth the try.

It’s so simple, whatever happens, smile with those pearly whites! Be grateful, be compassionate and be interested in the world around you. It’s our only house and I will only have one chance to enjoy It.

Nowadays, I am a little more positive. As If I had waken up one day and said “change my thoughts, change my world ☆”. I can go to bed and have the feeling I had such wonderful and marvelous experiences. It also helps feeling beautiful and comfortable with yourself. Yes, I was able to let go of things that were holding me down…

Eliminating unnecessary fear, however, I must say, that doesn’t make me a confident person… It’s just that being afraid of things and avoiding things, gave me the felling that I was closing my heart and not enjoying life… That’s why I went on day trips and tried new things.

Compelling myself to work out in the early morning hours. I took Pilates classes at 9am. It changes my mood and It gave me more energy ♥! Also, I am eating more vegetablesヽ(´ー`)ノ!

Thanks so much to Marta, Cony and Kodama; I was able to complete Magic Kaito manga both in Spanish and Japanese and collect more Kaitou Kid goodies. I was so happy since Its my favorite manga and one of my favorite characters ♥! Always had the feeling that It would never happened, but never say never ☆! On the contrary, my favorite J-Pop singer, Rina Aiuchihave decided to retire from the entertainment industry...

As for my inner- princess, I am feeling good in my own skin. I am not certain If I will became a beauty one day; so all I need to believe is that I already are :3! Never forgetting to smile, since you never knows who will be falling for It ♥~!
I am still an oneegyaru. I keep reading CanCam, Sweet and Glamour magazine. I joined Parisian girls in the two or three color rule (〃・ω・) !

Abandon routine. What is more, I manage to have a spa day or a day of rest. I needed more time to snuggle, read and relax. It’s not just about all the things I wanted to do and I was so busy to do; It’s also about having time to reflect.

Special thanks for you. For all those beautifully sincere comments and for sharing you experiences with me through your posts. Sometimes is not just me, not everything just happen to me. I used to be so ashamed of sharing my thoughts and my problems with other people… well, I cannot talk about It as much as I want, but the important thing is that I can… “The words inside of you have the power to spread outside”.

2011 - New Year Resolution
First time actually writing one =/!
- Risk it all for this brand new day
- Live all parts of my life with passion and be productive
- Tomorrow could be late
- Admit that there are problems
- Avoid negative influences
- Realize that it is really all in our mind
- Actions speak louder than words
- Think about what you are saying
- Confidence is the key to every style!
- Eat less sugar, salt and processed foods.
- Four meals a day plus snacks; not less!!! Learn how to eat
- Healthy foods, more fruits and milk
- Be more consistent with skin care regimen
- Laser Hair Removal
- Be more tidy
- Be more organized
- Be more calm cuz’ always making a mountain out of a molehill is killing me!
- Go to sleep earlier without leaving school of architecture… omg, I am so dropping this one…
- Psychologist
- Japanese (next level?)
- Portuguese
- Spoken ESOL (next level?)
- Sumi-E
- Build better Scale Models
- Visit more architecture/travel/city sightseeing
- Work out
- Yoga
- Chest
- Make up courses
- Read all the books I bought
- Complete Count Cain/God Child manga

Edited by uncieloazul

think about it, sweet time, identity crisis, resolution, in-joke: never gets old, that's love~!, touching the illusion, the thing that cannot die, too much laughing, time goes by, i think too much

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