T_T...
February 24, 2012
Day 2
Dear S-chan,
How are you today? I hope you're doing fine in there. Me? I'm...trying to be okay. *sighs* Oh , we have our topic defense today, and you know what are topic was? Encounter with Japanese Rule!!!(>,<). It tackles about how Japanese 'controlled' the Moslems here in the island of Mindanao. I've had answered, but only one question. And also, we have this contemporary dance again, and i can't dance well coz my left leg is hurting a lot. Moving it makes my ugly face uglier, hehe. Oh, i also visited your LJ, and I've read about your latest fic. God damnit, that was awesome, and i was like giggly and bouncy all day, but... not the bouncy Jude you've known. Hmmm...how am i supposed to explain this? Well, I'm really lonely today, i'm trying to force out a smile, forcing myself to laugh along with my silly classmates. isn't that unfair? unfair for them. Yeah. Unfair that they're all giggly while I'm...deep inside crying. I missed you. Missed you to the point that I'm mumbling your name out of the blue. and before i realized it... wetness starts to arise from my eyes.
Sorry i'm being overreacting again. but i can't help it. not being able to have a conversation with you feels like hell. HELL, HELL, HELL!
I'm still waiting, and I will never ever get tired of waiting, if it is you.
Don't forget to smile, and I will try to put on a smile on my face everyday. I love you. Please don't do such stupid things right there that you'll regret forever, ne? I really love you. Please do take care of yourself.
Last! I LOVE YOU!!!
H-chan.
Day 2
Dear S-chan,
How are you today? I hope you're doing fine in there. Me? I'm...trying to be okay. *sighs* Oh , we have our topic defense today, and you know what are topic was? Encounter with Japanese Rule!!!(>,<). It tackles about how Japanese 'controlled' the Moslems here in the island of Mindanao. I've had answered, but only one question. And also, we have this contemporary dance again, and i can't dance well coz my left leg is hurting a lot. Moving it makes my ugly face uglier, hehe. Oh, i also visited your LJ, and I've read about your latest fic. God damnit, that was awesome, and i was like giggly and bouncy all day, but... not the bouncy Jude you've known. Hmmm...how am i supposed to explain this? Well, I'm really lonely today, i'm trying to force out a smile, forcing myself to laugh along with my silly classmates. isn't that unfair? unfair for them. Yeah. Unfair that they're all giggly while I'm...deep inside crying. I missed you. Missed you to the point that I'm mumbling your name out of the blue. and before i realized it... wetness starts to arise from my eyes.
Sorry i'm being overreacting again. but i can't help it. not being able to have a conversation with you feels like hell. HELL, HELL, HELL!
I'm still waiting, and I will never ever get tired of waiting, if it is you.
Don't forget to smile, and I will try to put on a smile on my face everyday. I love you. Please don't do such stupid things right there that you'll regret forever, ne? I really love you. Please do take care of yourself.
Last! I LOVE YOU!!!
H-chan.