January 5th, 2015
Life update! So a lot has happened over the last three months. I quit my job at the Dollar store, started working for Target, got diagnosed with Glaucoma and recently quit the newspaper as well.
I still haven’t really told anyone outside of my main family about the whole eye issue though. I mean even them knowing is really annoying for me. They’re acting like I’m dying and keep wanting to do things with me. All I want is to be left alone and do my usual! D;
Anyways I’ve been keeping it a secret since my new job is kind of fire happy over the littlest things. However the other day at work I lost sight for a good hour and a half and had to leave, so now they all know. And you can tell they know. They were all giving me pity looks and trying to avoid me. It was so uncomfortable. -__- I almost don’t want to go back…
Besides that you might want to know why I’m quitting all my jobs. I’m not. I’m trying to keep one good one, however I’m mostly looking for something that is going to give me fulltime and healthcare- because that’s what I really need. I’ve been hunting for pretty much anything from Pennsylvania all the way into Maryland and Virginia. They all suck though either in work itself or the pay. D; And I need the pay.
When I’m not job searching or working I’ve been gaming or watching anime. Mostly just because they get my mind off things like work, my failing eyes and the feeling of having to have something done since I’m not supposed to stress. But I feel horrible about it… I want to work on my fanfictions but the thought of having to finish chapters is stressful, and then there’s the Meadow which I want to do well and always be there for people who like it but I don’t like being the boss. D; I feel like I’m failing them since I haven’t been around to help out with the restarting of the rp or the actual site stuff. D8 I've even taken a break from Harvest Moon games just so I don't write shit down. D;
Christmas was good. We spent it up at Kelly's with the boys. They enjoyed the holidays and no one was sick this year. For Christmas I got: .hack//INFECTION, .hack//MUTATION, .hack//OUTBREAK, .hack//QUARNTINE, .hack//G.U. vol. 1 Rebirth, .hack//G.U. vol. 2 Reminisce, .hack//G.U. vol. 3 Redemption, FF X/X-2 HD Remaster for PS Vita, Kingdom Hearts 2.5 HD Remix Limited Edition (PS3), Assasin's Creed Unity (PS4), The Giver (movie), Herculese (movie), .hack//ROOTS (all dvds) and a Playstation 4 with Grand Theft Auto V (which I will not play).
New Years I stayed in like always and watched Pitbull's New Years Eve bash. It was horrible. d;
Anyways I’m done typing for now.
I still haven’t really told anyone outside of my main family about the whole eye issue though. I mean even them knowing is really annoying for me. They’re acting like I’m dying and keep wanting to do things with me. All I want is to be left alone and do my usual! D;
Anyways I’ve been keeping it a secret since my new job is kind of fire happy over the littlest things. However the other day at work I lost sight for a good hour and a half and had to leave, so now they all know. And you can tell they know. They were all giving me pity looks and trying to avoid me. It was so uncomfortable. -__- I almost don’t want to go back…
Besides that you might want to know why I’m quitting all my jobs. I’m not. I’m trying to keep one good one, however I’m mostly looking for something that is going to give me fulltime and healthcare- because that’s what I really need. I’ve been hunting for pretty much anything from Pennsylvania all the way into Maryland and Virginia. They all suck though either in work itself or the pay. D; And I need the pay.
When I’m not job searching or working I’ve been gaming or watching anime. Mostly just because they get my mind off things like work, my failing eyes and the feeling of having to have something done since I’m not supposed to stress. But I feel horrible about it… I want to work on my fanfictions but the thought of having to finish chapters is stressful, and then there’s the Meadow which I want to do well and always be there for people who like it but I don’t like being the boss. D; I feel like I’m failing them since I haven’t been around to help out with the restarting of the rp or the actual site stuff. D8 I've even taken a break from Harvest Moon games just so I don't write shit down. D;
Christmas was good. We spent it up at Kelly's with the boys. They enjoyed the holidays and no one was sick this year. For Christmas I got: .hack//INFECTION, .hack//MUTATION, .hack//OUTBREAK, .hack//QUARNTINE, .hack//G.U. vol. 1 Rebirth, .hack//G.U. vol. 2 Reminisce, .hack//G.U. vol. 3 Redemption, FF X/X-2 HD Remaster for PS Vita, Kingdom Hearts 2.5 HD Remix Limited Edition (PS3), Assasin's Creed Unity (PS4), The Giver (movie), Herculese (movie), .hack//ROOTS (all dvds) and a Playstation 4 with Grand Theft Auto V (which I will not play).
New Years I stayed in like always and watched Pitbull's New Years Eve bash. It was horrible. d;
Anyways I’m done typing for now.