Cheating - Oneshot/Drabble
Title: Cheating
Author: aoispet
Chapter: Oneshot/Drabble
Genre: a bit angsty, and romance <3
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: ahmm.. nothing special maybe just manxman >.<
Band/Pairing: the GazettE/UruhaxAoi
Disclaimer: I admit it... they're not mine >.<
Synopsis: About Aoi and Uruha's relationship...
Author comment: it's wrtitten in Aoi's POV...
Here we are… it happens again. I know we shouldn’t be doing this. I know this is wrong, but when I see his face, his gentle gaze, I melt, I forget everything. He, the man that now is on top of me is the reason for my every breath. He is the one I need, the one I love. I knew it from the first moment I saw him. He had some sort of aura around him that told me that he’s the one; But I didn’t have the courage to approach him in more than friendly way… He presented as Kouyou, but told us that we should call him by his stage name, which is Uruha… and God that name does fit him a lot. He is perfection. We were blind; we didn’t see our feeling for each other and we regretted it… Eventually he got together with our vocalist, Ruki… I can’t tell you how I felt when one day they came together in the practice room, holding hands. I made a stupid excuse and I left home. I spent my nights crying back than; pretty lame huh? Not after a long time, Reita confessed to me. I was confused and I didn’t know what to do but after some thinking, I accepted to have a relationship with him.
But six months ago… the truth hit us in the face; when I remained alone with Uruha after a concert. I don’t remember how it happened but we confessed to each other and it was a strange feeling… since then we’ve been together on secret… we only have some rare occasions when we can be alone but when we do we try to make them unforgettable… We know that we should have told Ruki and Reita about this and break up with them, but if we did this then… I don’t wanna think how they would feel… and as I know Ruki, it would probably be the end of “the GazettE”… besides we don’t want to hurt them… we do care about them a lot…
However, my thoughts disappear when a hand caresses my cheek. I look up in his dark-chocolate brown eyes and I smile weakly.
“What’s wrong?” He asks softly. God that voice… the one that drives me mad and makes my heart skip a beat. I look away, not standing to see that soft gaze anymore.
“This is so wrong…” I whisper, my voice coming out weaker than I planned. I hear him sigh and swallow.
“Yuu… we’ve been through this. Please don’t make things harder than they already are” I open my mouth to say something but no sound comes out.
“I care about them but… fuck Yuu, I love you! What am I supposed to do?” I feel his voice shaking as well as his hands. I feel a little drip on my cheek; Fuck; he’s crying. My angel is crying now and it’s because of me; I’m such an idiot… I look up and cup his cheek, then press my lips upon his. He brings out small sobs that break my heart.
“Kou… I’m sorry, please…” I feel my eyes watering a bit at the sight of him crying but I don’t let my tears fall free. He wipes his tears before smiling softly and gives me another sweet kiss.
“Please Yuu… just let me love you… let’s just think at us for now okay? Things will change, I’m sure of it…”
I nod, unable to say anything, before he covers me with kisses. I don’t know how long it will last but for now all I need is him… He and no one else… I’m sorry Rei, Ru; we must be selfish; but maybe on the day you’ll find out you’ll be able to forgive us…
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