Title: Hard To Say I Love You (1/?)
Author:
aoisoranohikari &
miika_daiscent Genre: Fluff-romance
Rating: PG (for now)
Pairing: DaiRyuu, YamaJima, YamaChii
Warning: Un-beta ed
Notes : This is our first collaboration fic! XDD Yaayy!! We’re decided to make this after we read Daiki’s translation on JUMP paper! And for YamaChii’s part, it’s dedicated to my lovely friend Kecchan
ladydalatis , since I know she’s so YamaChii biased! LOL Ryuu's POV was made by me and Daiki's POV was made by Miichan!!
miika_daiscent XDD Critics and comments are LOVE!! (^ ^)/
For everyone who haven't read Daiki's JUMP paper translation, click
HERE (^ ^) /
Ryutaro’s POV:
My Name is Morimoto Ryutaro, this is the nth time in this week which I fought with my group ate, Arioka Daiki. And of course I win. He never wins against me no matter what quarrel it is. But now it seems our quarrel getting serious. Today at 15.49 PM is the 3rd day we didn’t talk to each other. My feeling towards him... Well, I don’t really think too much about our fight anymore and I thought Daichan also feel the same. Just...It was about pride, man! I won’t talk to him unless he talks to me first. I know, call me selfish, egoist, childish or whatever, but I’m not going to talk to him.
Now it’s our 4th day, I stated to feel so uneasy. What the hell is wrong with him?? Is that really okay not to talk to me?? Didn’t he miss me?? Didn’t he... WAIT! What am I talking about? It’s ok! It’s really ok not having him talk to me. But somehow it feels so lonely.
“Ryuu! You’re so cool!! You could play your DS without looking on it!!” The tallest boy suddenly sits beside me and look at my DS.
“YES YUTO! I COULD!!! I COULD!!!” I pressed my DS button like crazy while look at the chubby cheek penguin spoiling Chii who sits on his lap right now. He whispered something on Chii’s ears and makes the younger giggling cutely.
“Errr, Ryuu.. Your chara was dead..” Yuto pointed at my DS screen. I look at him still pressing it like crazy with my unstoppable fingers.
“Then?? You wanna die too??” I said while moved closer my body next to the tallest boy make him shivering in fear with my dark aura and make him fall from the couch. Well, I just teased him actually. I always thought that Yuto is too innocent, and somehow I love to tease him more until I feel someone whack my head with a thick book.
“DARN! What the hell are you doing??” I look up and found Yamachan wearing his glasses while squinted his eyes towards me. I pouted and rubbed my head, it was hurt, fatty!
“Come with me Yuto.. Before he destroy your bone like he did with his DS right now..” Yamachan said while holds Yuto’s arm and help him to stand up.
“What the......... My DS???” I look at my DS then I’ve just realized I did destroy that! Damn! It’s that chibi penguin’s fault!! Now, it broke!
“NOOO!!!!! THIS IS SHINTARO’S!!!!! NOW HE’LL TAKE AWAY MY NEWEST NDS!!!” I screamed my ass out and collapsed on the ground. Now they’re looking at me. Yamachan, Yuto, Chii, and Daichan of course. Our eyes meet but not until a second he throw his face and following Chii who stood up from his lap already and leaves our dressing room. What the hell is wrong with him?? Is he still angry with me??
Well, try to thinking of it. Whenever we fight, he always be the one who talk to me first, ok not for this time. Should I talk to him first?? NO WAY! My pride will broke into pieces, same like Yuto’s brain who always broke into pieces anytime. But I think I have to do something. But that damn penguin seems enjoyed his time with Chii! Chii! Chii! And Chii! Now I’ve realized wherever there’s Chii, there’s Daichan as well. WAIT! Daichan isn’t like Chii, is he??
“It seems they’re getting along, huh?” Yamachan said while looking at Daichan who walk besides Chii with unreadable looks.
“They didn’t going out, right??” Yuto asked stupidly while look at Daichan circling his arm around Chii’s shoulder.
“Hoaah!! Yamachan!!! Your face looks so scary!!! Ryuu, help him!!” Yuto said while step back. But when he looks at me...
“RYUU, YOU BROKE YOUR DS INTO 2 PIECES!!!!!!”
* * * * * * *
I don’t know what it is, but here I am. Hide my body behind the empty trench at the nearest park. The Park where the chubby-cheek penguin treat the little squirrel an ice cream. What the hell are they doing?? Ohh!! Look at him! He’s smiling right now! Ah no, he’s laughing to be exact! Whenever he was with me, he always frowning then angry and finally whacks my head. What the hell is wrong with him?? Ohh! He’s caressing Chii’s hair right now! What are they talking about actually?
“Ryuu.. Ryuu.. What are you doing here??” Suddenly I feel someone existence beside me and made me jump.
“Mou Yuto!! You’re freaking me out!! Stop being a ghost with appears so sudden!!” I said while rubbing my chest which thumping like crazy right now. And why in the earth is he trying to do?? He’s hiding with me now.
“Why are you hiding at an empty trench? It stinks!” Yuto said annoyingly while closed his nose.
“No one ask you to be here anyway~”
“Do you stalking them??” Once again he asked innocently while pointing at -oh-so-called- DaiChii’s pair who eating their ice cream happily. What the heck is that? Did he bang his head somewhere this morning?
“I’M NOT STALKING THEM!!!!” Too late to realize, I raised my voice and even stood up from my hide spot. OH GOD! What am I doing? But before they realize, I kneeled down immediately and hides my body in the empty trench again. Stupid electric pillar! I swear I’ll make him suffer later, just wait and see! I look at their direction and now they’re looking around to finding the owner of that earlier voice AKA me. I glare at the taller boy just for finding him smile innocently.
“What are you doing here??” Suddenly the chubby-ichigo appeared while frowning and crossed his arms. And it makes Yuto stood up from our hiding spot. Well, just him, I’m still hiding.
“Ohh Yamachan!!! Ryyyyyyaaaaaaaauuuuu!!!!!” What happened with Yuto? I pinch his calf hardly while placed another free hand in front of my mouth as a sign to makes them shut up. Yamachan just give me a (-_-lll) looks then patted Yuto.
“What the hell makes you cry now??” He asked while laughing and tapped Yuto’s shoulder.
“It was hurt you know!!” Yuto answered while pouting and Yamachan helps him to out from the trench.
“Oiiiii!!!!!!” I heard Daichan called them from their place.
“Ohh Daichan!!” Yuto answered while waving his hand like a fool.
“Ah Yuto! Is that you who yelled earlier?? I thought I heard Ry.....” Suddenly he stops.
“Who do you think who yelled??? Chii asked and of course I could hear that, our distance not too far.
“No.. Nothing.. Yappari that was Yuto’s voice..” Then I heard his laugh. I still hide while watching YamaJima’s scene in front of me.
“Well then, we off first..” Yamachan said while smiling and go home together with Yuto. And me? I’m looking for a chance to get out from this stink trench. Yuto was right, what the hell am I doing in this stink place!
IT COMES!!! Daichan and Chii are looking at another direction. Quickly I stood up from my hide spot and run, but... DAMN!! My eyes and Chii’s were meeting for a second before I disappeared from their sight. KAMISAMA! Please make Chii think that it was hallucination! If Daichan knows, my pride will break into pieces!
Daiki’s POV
I’m Daiki. Arioka Daiki. Well, I’m a short-tempered person. Everyone knows it. Especially this bunch of guys I called my band mate. They know well how quick I’m getting pissed off. And my pride is above everything, off course. That’s also why, up until now -it was three days already, if I count right-, I’m in a silent battle with a certain giant kids, a band mate of mine. Yes, we often involve in a quarrel, fought over everything and make up for just one reason; I felt weird if even in one a day I didn’t pick on him. That’s made me always the one who talk to him first every time we have fought. It just simply enjoyable to take an argument with him, even at the end he always defeated me. Yeah, it was mostly just because I just giving in. He’s 4 years younger than me, for heaven’s sake! S0, sometimes I should take the ‘onii-chan’s’ role, right?
But for this time, it’s different! I won’t give in, no matter what! I want to know for how long he can stand for not talking to me. It’s not about quarrel anymore, just curious! Why’d always me who started to make up at every fought we had? I just want to know how hard he’ll try to make up with me? Or would he even thinking about it?
It was 4 days already, and I’m here again, became Chinen’s chair as always, heard him ranting about his crush that has crushed for someone else.
“Ne, Dai-chan… Why should I fall in love with an akuma-person like him?” he said sadly,
“Umm, is that because he’s akuma?? You know, people said they have something like “aura” to make them looks so fascinating…” I answered.
“Ehh??”
“Yep, maybe because that aura, angels always end up falling for them, right?”
“So, in this case, I’m the angel??” he asked innocently.
“Of course, he just too blind and such a baka if he hasn’t noticed it” I whispered to his ear and he giggled cutely just to make me pinch his cheek softly.
When I look up, that tall boy just on the other side of the room, playing on his DS when Yuto approached him, I couldn’t clearly hear what exactly they’re talking about, but in a few seconds I glanced at them, Yuto on the floor and Yamada hold his arms as he said “Come with me Yuto.. Before he destroy your bone like he did with his DS right now...”
And the next thing I heard was his cried over Shintaro’s DS, “NOOO!!!!! THIS IS SHINTARO’S!!!!! NOW HE’LL TAKE AWAY MY NEWEST NDS!!!”
Now, you see how stupid he was? Why on the earth he could destroy that gadget with his own hands? I don’t know that he can be so strong, really! And above of it all, he worried more about his new NDS than the possibility of his mom would kill him for sure!!! Geez, how childish! Now all the attentions go to him after that so-unnecessary-yell, so it means, I stared as well toward him and, DANG! He just stared straightly to my eyes, and to tell the truth, I felt my heart skip a beat. What the hell is that, really?? I averted my gaze to Chinen who suddenly trembling in my laps. I look to his eyes direction and… Oo, oww.. It’s not good. Yama-chan still hold Yuto’s arms, try to pick him up from the floor and take care of his ankles affectionately. And as expected, Chii couldn’t hold it anymore, the scene just hurting him for sure, he stood up from my lap and walked toward the door. I just can’t leave him alone, so I followed after him.
“Ne~ Chii.. Chotto matte~” I catch him and slung my arms around his shoulder,
“Hey, don’t be sad, we always know they’re close ever since we were in Hey! Say!7 right? It’s not they’re going out or something” He just nodded and it makes me felt pity on him.
“Ne~ what about ice cream?? My treat!!” I said to cheer him up.
“Okay” he simply answered, forces a smile. So we make our way to the nearest park, searching for an ice cream stand and ordered some vanilla flavor ice cream cone. We have a chit-chat, laughed over a weird oba-chan, well, just to cheer him up actually. But curiosity takes the best from me.
“Uhmm, why didn’t you try to confess, chii?” I asked him, finally.
“No! Why should I confess to a dumb ass like him?!” he said coldly.
“Demoo~” I tried to retort, but he cut me off instead.
“If he smart enough, he will take the entire hint I gave to him for this 2 years! But nothing! Is it that means he didn’t have any feeling for me, right?”
“Well, how supposed we know that if you didn’t even wanna try?” I titled my head.
“I’M NOT STALKING THEM!!!” Suddenly I heard a yell, although we didn’t clearly hear what it said.
“EHH?? Did you hear it, Chii??”
“The voice sounds familiar ne…” We darted our gaze at everywhere, but nothing so suspicious. So, I am looking back at him.
“Forget it! so how would you explain it to me, huh?” I tried to interrogate him again.
“Dai-chaan~ It was not that simple, you know! Really, have you ever been in love before??”
“Well, it was never actually” I said innocently.
“OMG, in this age???”
“What’s wrong with my age?” I frowned.
“Okay, I understand now, why did you act like this, you never felt it before, and that’s it!”
“Haaa???” I widened my eyes, how dare this little kiddo underestimate me.
“Enough about me Daichan, Actually, I don’t want to talk about it now, please?” he pleaded with those -my weakness- puppy eyes.
“Hummm,” I sighed in defeat.
“Okay, when you need someone to talk just call me!” I said as I rubbed his hair affectionately.
“Yeah, who else?”
“Haa??”
“Other than you, who else can I talk about my problems to?” he said, despite the fact that you’re really inexperience!” he added mockingly.
“Oi, omae~” I feigned a glare and he laughed. At least, for today I can make him smile. Sigh of relieved.
“Okay. Now what about you? Give me advices and all, when you didn’t have any progress with your own problems!” he said as he licked his ice cream cone.
“Ehh?? My problem?” this squirrel really has a skill to make me confuse with all his talk, what is this topic?
“Well, Ryuu…”
“Eh, is that Yama-chan??” I suddenly said and called him.
“Oiiiii” when I saw Chinen’s crush was… Holding Yuto’s arm.. Again. I’m sure there’s no sign of Yuto’s presence before I called him, but it’s too late, Yuto waved back eagerly at me.
“Ohh Daichan!!”
“Ah Yuto! Is that you who yelled earlier?? I thought I heard Ry.....” I stopped when I was unconsciously almost mentioned his name.
“Who do you think who yelled??? Chii asked and I tried to come up with a make sense answer, but ended up with “No, Nothing… Yappari that was Yuto’s voice…” I laughed nervously.
“Well then, we off first..” Yamachan said while smiling and go home together with Yuto. Somehow, I felt a disappointment through Yama-chan’s tone as he glances briefly at Chinen. And I could see a similar disappointment glint at Chinen’s eyes. What is this actually?
“Well…”
“Well…” we said in a same time, but he continued.
“Don’t even try to avoid this topic, Dai-chan! How about Ryuu?”
“Ooh, never mind about it” I said as waved my hand in unnecessary gesture.
“You know, Daichan… I think he’s actually in love with you” he said calmly, without looked at my eyes directly. Actually he glanced toward direction where Yamachan came earlier. And I swear in the name my beloved pocky, I saw him smirk just now!
“Oii, what is it? What’s with your smile?” I said, somehow I felt uneasy.
“Oh, nothing, but I really think that he is falling for you, Daichan! He just didn’t have guts to admit it!” he stared directly through my eyes.
“Ehh?? Don’t try to make me laugh Chii!” I said, laughing ironically.
“I’m serious, baka! Well, we can’t see it through nude eyes, but I personally felt that he likes you though”.
“You must be kidding me!” I rolled my eyes and what’s with my stomach? I felt like something you felt when you skip a stair when you downstairs.
“Woww!!! You’re blushing, Daichaaann~” he pinched my cheeks, and it make me more irritated and just looking away from him to hide my red cheeks.
“I guess right ne~” he nodded while rubbing his chin like a detective who just solve the most complicated case in the world.
“Stop daydreaming Chii! There’s no way in the earth he would have any feelings for me! All that he can do just mocking me all the time at every chance he has, said that I’m shorty, chubby, penguin-like, and the other insulting words” I said, matter of fact.
“It just his way to show his feeling, you know… Every person has their own way to express their love”
“Oh, come on Chii… I think you had too much of this ice cream”
“Hey, I’m not drunk! What do you think is this?? Something like alcohol? Baka~” he whacked my head. I laughed.
“Well, I think you are! All of your hypothesizing just non-sense, you know! Ma~ we should go back to Jimusho, we have practice in any minutes now, come on!” I glanced to my watch and dragged him toward the Jimusho.
To be continued...