Title: Boy’s Heart
Chapters: one shot/?? (i don't know either)
Author:
aoinoringo Genre: Romance, teenage stories, humor, smut (a little), youth violence.
Ratings: PG-13
Pairings/Characters: aoixuruha, reitaxruki, more to come…
Synopsis: When the first time I meet you. I know, that in the future I’ll be with you always.
Comments: English isn’t my mother language, so I’m so sorry if It’s really bad.
here the previous:
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can we play guitar together? )
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Best Friend )
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Sign )
“Uruha… Please save me…”
After hearing those words, I stared. I do know Aoi constantly crying, and I don’t know what should I do. I can only give him my shoulder to lean on, and caressed his head gently.
“Aoi… Sst… Calm down, all will be fine. I will help you, I promise. Okay? So lie first Aoi, I will get you some water.”
I let Aoi lie on my bed, then I went to the kitchen for a glass of water for Aoi. I turned on the kitchen light and took the water. I wondered, what happened with Aoi? To the point that he is getting that bad bruises. I will ask him later. Ah, maybe Aoi wants to eat ice cream so he could be a little calmer. After I took some water and a bowl of ice cream, I retured to my room.
“Aoi… you want~”
Ah, he’s sleeping peacefully. Glad he can take a rest. I left him sleeping and went to the kitchen to make food, maybe when Aoi awoke, he will hungry…
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Now at 7 p.m, Aoi was still asleep. I didn’t dare to disturb him. He needs more rest. Since I have been thinking about what happened to Aoi. And though I had been playing guitar since a few hours ago, but my mind wasn’t focus. I’m thinking about Aoi. I’m drowning in my thoughts. Few moments later I heard the door open. And as I turned toward on my room, Aoi walked out of the room.
“Uruha…” he muttered, as he walked to the couch, where I sat.
“Yeah… How was your sleep Aoi?” I asked to him.
“Pretty good…” he said.
“Are you hungry?”
“Yes…”
I smiled at him, and then I walked into the kitchen to heat the food. He followed me into the kitchen.
“I’m sorry to bother you Uruha…”
“Never mind Aoi…”
We were just silent, he just sat and I heat the food. There is no conversation between us. And then the food is ready.
“Here, eat a lot Aoi. I’ve already eaten…”
“Yes…”
I watched him eat, so ravenously. Had he not eat for several days? It’s a rare sight, yesterday I always wanted to be able to see him everyday. But now, maybe this will be happen to me, I’m with Aoi. I don’t know, I should be happy or sad. Because the situation isn’t good. Would he tell me after this? Would he share his story with me? Oh Aoi…
“Why are you staring at me like that, Uruha?” finally, he spoke…
“Nothing, I just thinking… wondering…”
“About what?” he raised his face.
“You…” I said, looking straight at him. And what I saw at that time, his cheeks flushed. He’s blushing… Cute…
“Whoa… Ehmm, I’m done.” Then he looked down. I went to the refrigerator and opened it. I took a chocolate ice cream that I had prepared for him.
“Let’s eat some ice cream.” I asked brightly. And he just nodded. We walked to the living room, and sat on the couch.
“So Aoi, you don’t want to tell me your problem?” he was silent in several moments. Then he started opening his mouth to speak.
“First Uru, I want to ask you something. Would you feel disgusted to me, when I say that I’m a gay?” he asked calmly. There’s no hesitate. Aoi just want to say the truth. He didn’t care anymore about what will happen next? If Uruha hate him because of that, he will accept it.
“No… I will not feel disgusted with you. Because I am the same with you. And I will protect you, as much as possible Aoi…” he put the ice cream on the table.
“Okay, I’ll tell you… My real name is Yuu Shiroyama. In the 80s is the most glorious period for the Shiroyama group. Besides at the time, the Japanese economy is also very good because of Bubble period. But in early 91s, my father’s company went bankrupt. Many things happened to my family at that time…” he paused again for a while.
“My father was depressed because of many things. Other than due to bankruptcy of companies, my mother died of brain cancer, my older brother died because of overdose. Last, and me, being a gay… since then, my father was mad. He’s constantly trying to get rid of me. I made a family disgrace. I just couldn’t leave him, because I promised my mother to be with him. Now, I can’t bear anymore, he almost killed me. He destroyed everything I loved…” he can’t hold his tears and he wept…
I grabbed his hand and held it tightly. I hadn’t expected, he felt the pain so much. For me that was always happy, I am deeply feeling pain for him. Now, probably the only person he can trust is me. I’ll protect him…
“I really sorry Aoi… what can I do for you…” I looked at him gently and caressed his cheek.
“Am I asking too much, if I want you to be with me, Uruha?”
“No… I’m with you… always…” I smiled at him. And all I know, I kissed his forehead. I could feel him shivering and blushing. I looked at his face closely. Then, I felt his hand around my waist, he’s pulling me closer. When my face was very close to his, I could see the tears are still there in the corner of his eyes. I raised my hand and wiped his tears. Maybe, it seems strange if I had a feeling like this. However, now I really want to feel Aoi’s touch…
I felt his breath brushing my face gently. And then I felt his lips on mine, he kissed me. He shivered in his kissed, and so blushing. The kiss, it’s not full of lust. So innocent, pure and I feel love…
“Uruha…” he broke the kiss.
I’m still silent…
“Will you hate me because of this?” I shook my head.
“No…”
“You liked it?”
“Yes…” I looked down, blushing hard… and then he hugged me tight and whispered…
“Thank You Uru… You reassure my heart…”
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I felt the light that blinded in my eyes and the air was warm. I smelled something delicious, who was cooking? Then I woke up…
“Morning Uru… I made you tofu soup and and tempura, you like it?”
“Whoa… it’s awesome!! I’ll eat all of them Aoi…” I smiled brightly. Happy…
“Glad you like it… let’s eat…”
“Yup…”
We ate with relish, it’s really delicious. Today, he looked better than yesterday. Bruises on his face also faded.
“Yesterday, I saw you guitar. That’s so worse, but we can fix it. After this, we can go to Reita’s place. He can fix your guitar. How do you think Aoi?”
“Okay… Thank You Uruha…”
“Welcome… and I think, that Ruki will happy to meet you…”
I smiled brightly and Aoi… he’s confused and wondering…
a/n: is this too short? is this less impressive? i'm so sorry... xD
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