Love Stinks

[aoiicheer]

There's nothing more boring than a Valentine's Day with no boyfriend and no interests to hope that maybe they might realize that they like you too and confess their love to you on this day (okay, so I used to dream back in the day). But in all honesty, how boring is it to not have a boyfriend (or significant other, ya get the point) and no one to "crush" either. Ugh... How depressing! Instead, I'm going out for dinner with my sister and a friend of ours, Vanessa, before going to Math class and then maybe catching a little of the MCC basketball game. My life is so eventful... Hopefully next year will be better. This all just struck me after watching "Grey's Anatomy" last night when they were talking about how you would spend your last day alive and everything was basically about finding your significant other and although it was a great show, it made me thoroughly depressed to realize how alone I am. And I shouldn't feel that way. Being single is a great thing and shouldn't make me feel incompident (spelling?) of holding a relationship but for some reason, everything lately around me is making me feel that way. Like that idiot cab driver who automatically assumed since I don't have a boyfriend, I must be a lesbian! (okay, so that was more because of my tongue piercing, but that's besides the point.) And he went on to ask me all these questions of why I was single and how I could live like that. And Cosmo magazine all the time has article after article about being in relationships and never about the power of being single (except for one when in actuality it was about how women nowadays aren't wanting to be in a relationships and why and how we can change this veiw). And the media constantly pushing it in TV, radio, and movies. And I feel like I'm always surrounded by it by the people I know as well. And I'm tired of it! BAH!!! I don't need a relationship to make me happy, I just need me. So there, stop pressuring me everybody and everything!!!!

P.S. I'm sick of the anti-weed commercials with the people who are melted to a couch or shrunk up, because seriously, weed doesn't do that to a person and people are just watching it thinking how dumb. How about making reality commercials instead of fantasy ones? I don't think the fantasy is going to stop a person.... (sorry, just saw one on TV and had to say it because it's been bothering me for a while)