crying sucks
i started updating this thinking i was going to write another poem, but after an im conversation w/ rex i don't so much feel like writing a poem. . .
i always compared his and my relationship to that of captain mal and kaylee from firefly because it was the perfect description. . . it's a sort of mix of relationships. but i also compared the rest of our little "family group" on the floor to the firefly crew as well. josh was jayne: not necessarily the smartest cookie, but not by any means dumb, and once in a while he was funny without realizing it. andrew was wash: kind of "behind the scenes" at times but was always ready with a witty comment. i was kaylee: always trying to stay up to date with everyone, know what was going on and what everyone was doing, trying to help as much as possible, reminding everyone that they were family, but there was only so much i could do. and rex was captain mal: very strong and definitely the one in charge--he brought us all together, and without him we all fall apart. i just wish there was something i could say, something i could do.
there's been so much that's happened in the past few weeks i don't even know where to start, or if i even want to talk about it all.
the trip home was great--not long enough by any means
janelle: "i miss my cupcake!"
garrett: i hope you had a good (almost) b-day and that you enjoy your movie (you 'n your h.r. geiger!)
drewbles: i promise i'll bring the s-box cd next time i come home ('n statewide is gonna be awesome!)
church: get better, you can't be sick the next time i see you, and thank you for staying on the phone w/ me today. . . i know that not a whole lot got said, but it was still nice just to know someone was there.
big hugs to everyone. . . luv ya, 'n i miss you already. maybe i'll feel more like writing tomorrow between classes.
~later days
i always compared his and my relationship to that of captain mal and kaylee from firefly because it was the perfect description. . . it's a sort of mix of relationships. but i also compared the rest of our little "family group" on the floor to the firefly crew as well. josh was jayne: not necessarily the smartest cookie, but not by any means dumb, and once in a while he was funny without realizing it. andrew was wash: kind of "behind the scenes" at times but was always ready with a witty comment. i was kaylee: always trying to stay up to date with everyone, know what was going on and what everyone was doing, trying to help as much as possible, reminding everyone that they were family, but there was only so much i could do. and rex was captain mal: very strong and definitely the one in charge--he brought us all together, and without him we all fall apart. i just wish there was something i could say, something i could do.
there's been so much that's happened in the past few weeks i don't even know where to start, or if i even want to talk about it all.
the trip home was great--not long enough by any means
janelle: "i miss my cupcake!"
garrett: i hope you had a good (almost) b-day and that you enjoy your movie (you 'n your h.r. geiger!)
drewbles: i promise i'll bring the s-box cd next time i come home ('n statewide is gonna be awesome!)
church: get better, you can't be sick the next time i see you, and thank you for staying on the phone w/ me today. . . i know that not a whole lot got said, but it was still nice just to know someone was there.
big hugs to everyone. . . luv ya, 'n i miss you already. maybe i'll feel more like writing tomorrow between classes.
~later days