I'm loosing it
I swear I am. I just need to bitch and I don't feel like I have anywhere to go to do that. Bob is full up cause he is in the same place and frankly gets nothing but my bitching 24/7. I know I don't have a right to bitch cause life is good and we make our own choices and all that. It doesn't mean I don't need a soild 2 hours of just BIIIITTTTCCHHHHING. My patience right now is so hair thin it's insane. today I threw everything I touched away cause I figured it was just one less thing to bother me down the line. It's not fair to anyone that I need to bitch so I keep it in. That's not working. I feel like an ass bitching when my sister has real problems. I guess maybe I shouldn't since it sure hasn't stopped people coming to me bitching about stuff that I am like... really? That's all ya got? Please. I miss having a release.