Jul 04, 2006 14:48
So here I am, another day visiting LJ where I am ultimately alone as everyone else is doing something productive. I have been feeling somewhat out of sorts the last few days due to some nagging thoughts about the destruction of a once 'happy' friendship, being isolated /surrounded by dust, working split shifts and the shocking reality that after being shacked up for a little while you discover that your fellow shackee is in fact a messy boy after all....not the tidy man you thought he was. It's all good though, don't get me wrong...I'm just in the midst of a reality check. BHM just called this second (spooky) and informed me he will be late tonight, I don't mind really....I'm used to spending a lot of time in my own company and haven't had that luxury since I started work here. Speaking of work, my giant tomato uniform arrived but it desperately needs alterations so no photo's as yet ;) Oh, and it's all going well in that area as well....my boss is a little wierd but hey.....I'm in hick-town, everyones flocking wierd!
I have also come to a point where I am really missing my family.....now, for those of you who know me....do you need resucitation? No seriously, my brother's b'day is just around the corner and I won't be there to give him a hug that only a baby sister can give (good god, I'm tearing up) he really is a powerfull influence in my world, Xab's-I just love you to bits, even though I don't say it nearly enough.
Ok enough of the showing what's going on in the insides of my heart and head. My appologies if I have missed any significant goings on....I'm just lacking in the time department these days. Hi Ange, hope you are well :)