5cm per Second
Title: 5cm per Second
Author: aoi_sanc
Genre: angsty romance (I guess?)
Pairing: Eunhae
Rating: G
Summary: will I ever see you again?
a/n: it's been a while since I wrote any stories~~ hope you all like this one ^^ and yes this fic was inspired by anime "5cm per Second"
just watched it and totally love the 1st episode's plot.. hope I'm not ruining the beauty of its origin plot >.<
oh! and this fic was unbeta-ed~~ someone help me? hehehe
as usual.. comments are loved ^o^ hihihihihihi
17.04
2 hours to go until I can meet him again. As I’m waiting for the train to arrive at my destination, my mind starts to wander around. Thinking about the past six months since the last time I saw you. Since the moment you told me that we have to be apart. About how empty my life without you by my side and yet I couldn’t blame anyone but myself for let it happened.
It’s me after all who encouraged you to go, even when I knew you wanted me to tell you to stay but I couldn’t bring myself to say the words.
It’s me who said that you’ll be fine and doing great right there alone, even when I knew how much you hate being alone.
It’s me who didn’t have the guts to fight for us when I knew you already did so much to be with me and still..
17.56
The train just passed the 3rd station when it started to move slower. Slower than its usual speed. I look through the window and sigh. It’s snowing. Snowing and soon it will turn into a heavy snow storm. I just pray that the train won’t stop until I reach my destination.
While watching the snow falling through my window, my mind drifts back again to you.
That day, we didn’t even say a proper goodbye. Heck, we didn’t even have the time to meet. Just a simple phone call that changed our life entirely.
When you called me, all I wanna do was to scream and beg you to stay. But such a loser I was, my mouth was shut and all I can do was listening to your cries, silently.
18.23
I’m starting to get anxious. The snow falls heavily. The train moves very slow and with this speed I don’t think I will be able to meet you on time. My heart beats faster and unconsciously, my tears drop.
I’m scared.
What if I can’t make it on time? Will you be mad? Will you be crying? Will you think that I’m not keeping our promise? Will you wait for me?
I clench my fists tightly and try to gather myself. I can’t be a coward anymore.
18.54
It stops. The train stops. It’s heavily snow outside and for our safety, the train must stops for I don’t know how long.
It seems like I cannot meet you anytime soon. Worse, I’ve broken our promise.
I look at the window and start to shed tears again. I just want to see you again and yet, seem like even the nature against us.
My right hand digs into the jacket’s pocket and touches it. The letter. It’s the letter that I wrote for you. I wrote it to tell you how much I missed you. How miserable my life without you. How much I regretted for not holding you back that time. How much I want us to be together again and simply, just how much I love you.
It’s the letter that I wanted to give to you. Just because I was too shy to say it personally. Moreover, because I’m afraid I don’t have the courage to speak my heart.
And yet, I could never be able to send that letter. I’m terrified. Scared to find out that in the end you have fallen out of love from me and decided to move on. I am that pathetic.
20.17
There’s no sign the snowfall will stop anytime soon. I wonder if you were still waiting for me by now. It’s been an hour since our appointment time.
Thinking back, it’s been me all the time that was in the waiting end. It’s always you who did the chasing while I was doing nothing but wait. Wait for you to come to me.
Now, it’s time for me to do the chasing as I cannot make you wait for me any longer.
You have suffered too long because of me and I want to kick myself for doing that to you.
I just hope the train will start to move soon.
21.36
The snow has stopped to fall and the train starts to move.
Again, my heart starts to beat faster. Excited to meet you yet at the same time, scared.
My body starts to shake and my mind goes numb. I cannot think of anything.
It feels like I was back to that moment. The moment that I dreaded so much.
But I won’t let it affect me now. I have to be strong. For us.
22.08
I run as fast as I could. Not even once I stopped. Afraid that if I stopped, I might turn back and become a coward again.
It’s late, cold and dark. It would be a miracle if you still be there however I cannot stop myself to hope.
And there it is, the cherry tree. Our promised place.
As I’m getting near the tree, I try to find you. The light from the lamp street doesn’t help me much.
But then..
I see you. Crouching under the tree with arms secured your knees tightly against your chest, while your head bow down.
You are crying.
Feels like I want to shoot myself for making you cry. Again.
I approach slowly and kneel in front of you.
“Hae..”
I said softly. You stopped crying abruptly and lifted your head to stare at me. Eyes big filled with mix emotions which soon replaced with one only. Love.
One look and all my doubtfulness flew away.
“I’m sorry I have made you wait for too long..”
“Hyukkie..”
You started to cry once more.
I wiped your tears gently and hug you tightly in my arms, whispered softly to you only.
“Let us be together again”
a/n : I'm opened for any request fic.. that's if you like my writing ^^ just tell me your idea and I'll try my best to write it down for you \(^o^)/
thank you so much for reading~~
Author: aoi_sanc
Genre: angsty romance (I guess?)
Pairing: Eunhae
Rating: G
Summary: will I ever see you again?
a/n: it's been a while since I wrote any stories~~ hope you all like this one ^^ and yes this fic was inspired by anime "5cm per Second"
just watched it and totally love the 1st episode's plot.. hope I'm not ruining the beauty of its origin plot >.<
oh! and this fic was unbeta-ed~~ someone help me? hehehe
as usual.. comments are loved ^o^ hihihihihihi
17.04
2 hours to go until I can meet him again. As I’m waiting for the train to arrive at my destination, my mind starts to wander around. Thinking about the past six months since the last time I saw you. Since the moment you told me that we have to be apart. About how empty my life without you by my side and yet I couldn’t blame anyone but myself for let it happened.
It’s me after all who encouraged you to go, even when I knew you wanted me to tell you to stay but I couldn’t bring myself to say the words.
It’s me who said that you’ll be fine and doing great right there alone, even when I knew how much you hate being alone.
It’s me who didn’t have the guts to fight for us when I knew you already did so much to be with me and still..
17.56
The train just passed the 3rd station when it started to move slower. Slower than its usual speed. I look through the window and sigh. It’s snowing. Snowing and soon it will turn into a heavy snow storm. I just pray that the train won’t stop until I reach my destination.
While watching the snow falling through my window, my mind drifts back again to you.
That day, we didn’t even say a proper goodbye. Heck, we didn’t even have the time to meet. Just a simple phone call that changed our life entirely.
When you called me, all I wanna do was to scream and beg you to stay. But such a loser I was, my mouth was shut and all I can do was listening to your cries, silently.
18.23
I’m starting to get anxious. The snow falls heavily. The train moves very slow and with this speed I don’t think I will be able to meet you on time. My heart beats faster and unconsciously, my tears drop.
I’m scared.
What if I can’t make it on time? Will you be mad? Will you be crying? Will you think that I’m not keeping our promise? Will you wait for me?
I clench my fists tightly and try to gather myself. I can’t be a coward anymore.
18.54
It stops. The train stops. It’s heavily snow outside and for our safety, the train must stops for I don’t know how long.
It seems like I cannot meet you anytime soon. Worse, I’ve broken our promise.
I look at the window and start to shed tears again. I just want to see you again and yet, seem like even the nature against us.
My right hand digs into the jacket’s pocket and touches it. The letter. It’s the letter that I wrote for you. I wrote it to tell you how much I missed you. How miserable my life without you. How much I regretted for not holding you back that time. How much I want us to be together again and simply, just how much I love you.
It’s the letter that I wanted to give to you. Just because I was too shy to say it personally. Moreover, because I’m afraid I don’t have the courage to speak my heart.
And yet, I could never be able to send that letter. I’m terrified. Scared to find out that in the end you have fallen out of love from me and decided to move on. I am that pathetic.
20.17
There’s no sign the snowfall will stop anytime soon. I wonder if you were still waiting for me by now. It’s been an hour since our appointment time.
Thinking back, it’s been me all the time that was in the waiting end. It’s always you who did the chasing while I was doing nothing but wait. Wait for you to come to me.
Now, it’s time for me to do the chasing as I cannot make you wait for me any longer.
You have suffered too long because of me and I want to kick myself for doing that to you.
I just hope the train will start to move soon.
21.36
The snow has stopped to fall and the train starts to move.
Again, my heart starts to beat faster. Excited to meet you yet at the same time, scared.
My body starts to shake and my mind goes numb. I cannot think of anything.
It feels like I was back to that moment. The moment that I dreaded so much.
But I won’t let it affect me now. I have to be strong. For us.
22.08
I run as fast as I could. Not even once I stopped. Afraid that if I stopped, I might turn back and become a coward again.
It’s late, cold and dark. It would be a miracle if you still be there however I cannot stop myself to hope.
And there it is, the cherry tree. Our promised place.
As I’m getting near the tree, I try to find you. The light from the lamp street doesn’t help me much.
But then..
I see you. Crouching under the tree with arms secured your knees tightly against your chest, while your head bow down.
You are crying.
Feels like I want to shoot myself for making you cry. Again.
I approach slowly and kneel in front of you.
“Hae..”
I said softly. You stopped crying abruptly and lifted your head to stare at me. Eyes big filled with mix emotions which soon replaced with one only. Love.
One look and all my doubtfulness flew away.
“I’m sorry I have made you wait for too long..”
“Hyukkie..”
You started to cry once more.
I wiped your tears gently and hug you tightly in my arms, whispered softly to you only.
“Let us be together again”
a/n : I'm opened for any request fic.. that's if you like my writing ^^ just tell me your idea and I'll try my best to write it down for you \(^o^)/
thank you so much for reading~~