you're good at ripping my heart in two, just after it got fixed.
''I'm tired of living with your father.''
mother, you sometimes say these things that make my heart ache and my fists tremble, my bottom lip automatically gets chewed by my upper teeth and the whole world becomes blury.
I know how he is, I remember the time when he pulled your hair and beat you. But he's calmed down and really loves you. Love him back even more.
I know you really dislike seeing him act beastly but a beast needs a beauty and that beauty should be you. no one else.
The moments he loses himself , I kept getting flashbacks of when he used to be even more beastly, and I find it hard to breathe.
You are my mom and I love you but my father deserves to be loved just as much. no matter what, like I always say to calm me down. I find it hard to believe. But It's way better to believe than not too. understand me just like I understand you. please. love him.
i don't want it to end. I've always known it will, just not now, please.
mother, you sometimes say these things that make my heart ache and my fists tremble, my bottom lip automatically gets chewed by my upper teeth and the whole world becomes blury.
I know how he is, I remember the time when he pulled your hair and beat you. But he's calmed down and really loves you. Love him back even more.
I know you really dislike seeing him act beastly but a beast needs a beauty and that beauty should be you. no one else.
The moments he loses himself , I kept getting flashbacks of when he used to be even more beastly, and I find it hard to breathe.
You are my mom and I love you but my father deserves to be loved just as much. no matter what, like I always say to calm me down. I find it hard to believe. But It's way better to believe than not too. understand me just like I understand you. please. love him.
i don't want it to end. I've always known it will, just not now, please.