i have another dream...

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this time i dreamed about a guy... we met in a waterboom or the likes of it. anyway, we became friends immediately. i think that's because i was wearing boy's clothes for business. anyway, i finally reveal my identity and it turns out that we like each other. we spend a lot of time together and i came to love him even more.... to tell you the truth, this is the first time i've ever fallen in love like this. but, at the end of the dream, i saw him doing something suspicious. i dunno what is suspicious, but i just somehow get the idea. and finally, i woke up.
this is a very horrible dream. i loved him so much, but i can't assure that i can meet him again... because it's all just a dream.... when i woke up, it turned out that i've been sleeping for hours, but in my dream, i spent weeks with him... and when i did, i just felt somehow empty inside... like something is missing from the reality....

anyway!! i don't want to remember more about him because it just hurts... but i can't get him out of my head!! i'll try and stuff some yaoi into my head and maybe he'll disappear by that time...

okay, next topic!!!
i finally found an online FF14!! the price is Rp 70000 (1 USD = Rp 8500)!

tomorrow will be going to Malioboro and shop some more for my friends back home~

Nurarihyon no Mago - Sennen Makyou is good! i hope Nura will marry Yuki Onna!!!!