Enjoy The Spinning
(cover of son of m)
So yeah again, it feels like I need to be the peace keeper between friends. Like I want all the old times back. But hey I guess that is growing up. I like I feel tried all the time now. I feel drained. I'm either at work or running around with some. I feel like being pulled into so many new places. And none of them are really going anywhere. I need to bunker down and get my shit work out. I keep saying it but I'm not doing it. What the fuck is wrong with me. Why can I not just do what I need to fucking do and move the fuck on? Nothing is really holding me back.
Life is a bitch. I guess. At the same time I think it may be the people I'm around. Or just have not found that inner happiness. That would be nice to have. Well I need to go. I have work for a few hours.