The Way U Are

Jul 10, 2004 19:06

im depressed and frustrated.. they blocked lovegratia from guests a.k.a leechers who downloads tvxq videos/audios from them... and sadly i am one of them!!! where on hell will i get more tvxq stuffs?!?! how will i get to see my yunho, micky, hero, xiah & max
oppazzz?!?! this is really frustrating!! & i am far from being korean so i can't understand a single frackin' thing on their site!! damn!

yousendit sucks & 35mb~shit installs somethin' on ur computer that'll cause you to reboot pc! & my only connection through the korean world in cable is through arirang tv w/c is 2 weeks delayed from all the music shows they are showing! urgh!!! yes, i know you can tell that i am pissed off! & don't freakin' tell me to cool off coz i won't! u can't understand how i am feeling right now! so yeah piss off!!!!!!!

gotta have korean friend asap!!!

speaking of which, just last tuesday i sort of met one! i was in the dormitory matron's office asking for a pain reliver (read: i am in deep pain) when a korean girl went in and inquire about the dorm. My ubber pain went away & told the korean girl that she'll like it
there if she'll be staying there. of course i didn't mean what i said for i totally hate it here! i only said that because i need (not want) a korean friend! (hidden agenda: translator!!! and maybe connection, if ever) so there, i asked if she knew dong bang shin ki & fly to the sky & told her i'm a fan of korean gasoos... and yep, i didn't ask for her name ~ that's not important anyways, hehe... and so yesterday i met her again along erh grounds and i said hi, she said hi back meaning... she recognizes me!!! next time i met her again, i'll ask for her number & (ok) her name as well!!! bad bad me! ~ i know!!!

currently downloading from yousendit.. got no choice! huhuhu
this happened twice: i am a minute close to finish downloading the video when all of a sudden i got freakingly disconnected which i have no idea why!!! & unfortunately usendit does not resume downloads SO i have to like re-download it again!!!
i want a dsl connection! screw dial up!!! waaaaaaaaaaah!

maybe i deserve this! i've been obsessing too much on them that i neglect my studies! oh well!

i <3 yunho, micky, hero, xiah, max!!! but i <3 brian among all!!!

shut up! yes im desperate! I KNOW!

so here's the plan...
gotta check out the links thread on every forum & join lots & lots of forum chuva ever!!!
try to figure out the korean cafe ones!!! & all other korean links i can encounter!

spent almost the whole day in front of the pc, good thing my aunt is in a good mood & is not noticing/banning me to use the net...
she's in a good mood & i'm not ~ bring the frackin' LoveGratia back!!!

for some reason, lovegratia did not disabled the links for leechers but rather hotlinkers, which I'm not! so i'm not guilty for this, haha! so let me download from your site again!!! oh please, oh please!!! pretty puhleaze!

tomorrow, i'm gonna buy the antenna extension for my tv tuner back at the dormitory & buy cd writer dvd rom for my computer & ask kuya ed to install everything for me, that is if he can, which i hope he can.. i have invested a lot on my computer that's why i'm married to it! i miss my computer!!! if only i have an internet connection at the dorm, i will not go home anymore!!! ok now i don't make sense! all this because of lovegratia!!! poor me!!! gotta log off now before something bad happens...

this is how i am. [i am mai] gotta live with it!
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