Jan 01, 2005 21:11
Dear Jax,
I love you so very much. Happy Birthday. I hope that where ever you are, you are happy and watching over all of us that you love and whom also love you. I miss you so much. Here is my present to you:
Beautiful Woman. I want to take you back to a time when we were together. I want to show you the essance of beauty that you placed into my heart. Impeccable faith and undying honor. You were never swayed from your moving way of life. You never pressed upon me your thoughts, if you believed they would affect my own decision making and alter my deepest beliefs. A devotion, that outlasted even the most pathetic and deepest hurt of abandonment. Hoping for me to realize my mistake before it was too late. And you called upon me, and I came faithfully and unworthy. Although my heart ached at our brief parting, I was too blind to see the wrong path I was traveling myself down. Honesty. You finally, at my deepest request, confided in me the sole thought that had been in direct accordance to the argument that caused the painful parting of our ways so soon before hand.
And looking back now, at my longing for you, I wish to give you my most heartfelt and warming beholden and grace. Knowing that even as you left, you guided me to where I belong, with whom you deemed worthy. But darling Jaclynn, please know that when I thought for so long that my heart was lost on an island, it was only lost in you. For all my affection, my soul mate is merely following in time to the omittance of you. Is it possible to bear my heart to the love of two souls? And be forever bound to the knowledge that the one with whom I am with endured only secondly my affections, but firstly my complete life. You are my bosom friend, a kindred spirit. In my existance, I will always remember and cherish you. My sweet best friend. I love you.
Love for all who read this.