Feb 20, 2004 03:45
Oh dear god, I think I am dying.
Blood is portrayed from everywhere I breath.
Why can't you take this life away from me.
I can't see. I can feel the breath drawing less and less.
Fall over and hear the voices outside of my head.
Is she dead?
Tears pouring out, this time I am not holding back.
So hard they come that i can feel the shaking.
Is this a panic attack?
This pain in my chest, is that my heart?
Its not just emotional.
I am falling apart.
Love for all who read this.