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Ok... things are stupid now.
I think to myself, ...self, you know what you hsould do. Just end it. That is what God wants you to do.
THAT IS CRAP AND A HALF!!!!
God isnt wnating me to do anything. And maybe that is my problem. I'm trying to do something that God wants me to do when i should be saying. " OK God, i know you are there. and i NEED you to do this for me."
if it was my chice, i would curl up in a corner and cry and never leave. But the problem is getting to the point to where this person doenst think it is wrong and these thought and converstaions are bring me down and not making an easier to do what i need to do to be what God has called me to be..
i know what needs to be done...
" God help me allow you to do this for me, b/c ther is NO WAY what so ever that i coudl this without you ot even wiht you. oyu have to do it for me. help me to understand and to be okay with what ever outcome is coming my way."
I think to myself, ...self, you know what you hsould do. Just end it. That is what God wants you to do.
THAT IS CRAP AND A HALF!!!!
God isnt wnating me to do anything. And maybe that is my problem. I'm trying to do something that God wants me to do when i should be saying. " OK God, i know you are there. and i NEED you to do this for me."
if it was my chice, i would curl up in a corner and cry and never leave. But the problem is getting to the point to where this person doenst think it is wrong and these thought and converstaions are bring me down and not making an easier to do what i need to do to be what God has called me to be..
i know what needs to be done...
" God help me allow you to do this for me, b/c ther is NO WAY what so ever that i coudl this without you ot even wiht you. oyu have to do it for me. help me to understand and to be okay with what ever outcome is coming my way."