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so... bascially none of my "friends" talk to me anymore.
im not too sure what i did.
Kaley's birthday is in a few day! Yay!
add her to your myspace
www.myspace.com/kaleyisrad
it's my birthday presnet to her.
I'm broke again.
I'm getting bored with my hair.
I'm starting to over think things again.
Yes... over think. thats's what i meant.
NIP/TUCK= AMAZING x 2343242134
I'm tired.
I like not having a first hour.
How come no one waits for 15 minutes to pick me up from school?
I don't think I'm that cool anymore.
No... i think i'm being replaced.
You're welcome for the concert, but I haven't seen you since. Thanks.
I'm feeling really emo right now.
For some reason I want to cry.
Just let a few tears go.
I'm not in pain... but I am.
I'm tired of stressing over college stuff.
I think I'm just gonna let things happen.
My cat's weird.
My fish still has no name.
My dad's been calling me almost everyday.
Apparently having sex puts you in therapy.
Yeah... my friends aren't there to talk to anymore.
Anna and I are cool again.
But I usually sit and listen to her issues.
My issuses just kind fly over her head.
I wish I had someone to talk to.
I've been writing again.
Is it just me or are people erasing certain things in their lives lately?
I need to clear my head.
Let's see who calls to hang out next week... or even this weekend... no one. as usual.
Oh yeah... that's why I have a boyfriend.
It's not even like he takes up all my time.
If my friends called and asked me to hang out I would.
Linn just seems to be the only one who wants to lately.
I see him almost every day.
Wow... my friends don't do that.
Things are so different with him in comparisson to past relationships.
I still wonder why my friends forgot me.
Honestly... I don't know what I did.
My bad habbits are returning.
Drinking more than usual.
Smoking again.
"Possible drug use"... well... not yet. I need $ first.
Oh well. Do I care?
What else?
Oh yeah... ditching school.
I think I'm taking a vacation.
Maybe even a permenant one.
And no one needs to know about it.
Yeah... thats the end to my life.
Rambling on to no one.
Honestly... who reads this shit?
I don't.
*now im calling all the time. all i wanted was a little bit of time for me to try. try and get out. im gonna get out. all i wanted was time. time for me to try and clear my head. to clear my head now.*