And through my eyes I see all your disgust, I don't feel content, you don't understand
I'm so happy
I met this girl Kate and she's in a few of my classes and homeroom. This morning she came in and I noticed she had a red string bracelet on. So, I said to her, hey whats your bracelet for? And she's like why and I said I just want to know because I have one too and she looked a little bit relieved so she's like it's my fasting bracelet and it reminds me not to eat. I was like really? same here so now we're fastin buddies and we don't tell anyone and it's pretty nice to have someone who I actually see everyday and not only talk to online =) Although you all know I love you to bits <3
So today I did pretty good I guess
caesar wrap
water
yogurt
water
ran 3 miles
water
and now I have to go through horrible dinner (i think my dad's making CHEESEBURGERS!!!!! oh mann what am I going to do guys?) with my parents =/ they question everything that I don't touch on my plate but I don't see what the big deal is because it's obvious that I'm not thin enough. Why can't anyone see what I see?
After dinner I'm going on the stationary bike for about and hour and a half that things burns calories like crazy =) and my nightly 350 crunches and leg lifts, of course
Love to you all and stay strong
Mb
And through my eyes I see all your disgust
I don't feel content
You don't understand
I met this girl Kate and she's in a few of my classes and homeroom. This morning she came in and I noticed she had a red string bracelet on. So, I said to her, hey whats your bracelet for? And she's like why and I said I just want to know because I have one too and she looked a little bit relieved so she's like it's my fasting bracelet and it reminds me not to eat. I was like really? same here so now we're fastin buddies and we don't tell anyone and it's pretty nice to have someone who I actually see everyday and not only talk to online =) Although you all know I love you to bits <3
So today I did pretty good I guess
caesar wrap
water
yogurt
water
ran 3 miles
water
and now I have to go through horrible dinner (i think my dad's making CHEESEBURGERS!!!!! oh mann what am I going to do guys?) with my parents =/ they question everything that I don't touch on my plate but I don't see what the big deal is because it's obvious that I'm not thin enough. Why can't anyone see what I see?
After dinner I'm going on the stationary bike for about and hour and a half that things burns calories like crazy =) and my nightly 350 crunches and leg lifts, of course
Love to you all and stay strong
Mb
And through my eyes I see all your disgust
I don't feel content
You don't understand